“Such a prim, lonely, young heart would certainly have been at all costs to seize, if it had been a false love.
If I were a man, I would like to find a woman like Sanmao, to my life, bring rich colors.
If I were a woman, I would like to find a man like Jose, give me enough dignity and surprise.
People often say in my ear such a question: “what is the most regrettable in this world? The answers are always varied. In my opinion, even the moon has its rain or shine round and short, and even the most perfect thing has its most regrettable side. If I have to give my answer, I think the most regrettable side is sanmao’s life.
In life, she is like a child, in their hearts will always have their own hero dream. In love, he also like a lovely little girl, love drink full. All people yearn for the life of sanmao said go, yearning sanmao and Jose sweet love story, people only saw his good, like the beautiful time of the full moon, however, when the moon is incomplete, no one saw what she lost.
“If there is an afterlife, to make a tree, stand into eternity, no posture of joy and sorrow. Half in the earth, half in the wind, half in the shade, half bathing in the sun, very silent very proud, never rely on never seek. — Sanmao “Say to yourself”
Sanmao’s writing is more interesting, life is more difficult, her writing is more optimistic, the life is more pessimistic.
First-time SAN MAO, read the story of the Sahara of SAN MAO, can read, deep by SAN MAO and jose in the Sahara desert every little thing of life, the day with two people had nothing interesting, she and jose little decorate your life, the original plain cement room turned out to be the most beautiful home in the desert, even given jose married three hair a camel skull as a wedding gift, it seems to SAN MAO is also valuable.
Sanmao has an interesting soul since childhood, she said: I grow up one day, do a rag-picker. The teacher saw the hard knock on the blackboard brush scold a way: your dream is to pick up garbage, that also read what book, hurriedly get out! The teacher ordered her to write his dream, in a ordered, sanmao gave in, finally she wrote on the blackboard: Grow up I want to be a doctor… Sanmao always know that they want, she has never been in pursuit of the wild things, she only pursue what they want.
Love will not last long unless it comes to dressing, eating, sleeping, and counting the money in real life. True love, is not nervous, is in front of him without scruple to burp, fart, pick ears, runny nose; The one who really loves you is the one you can see without washing your face, combing your hair and making up.
Sanmao’s heterosexual popularity has been very good, she began to love at the age of 16.
After her first love failed, she left Taiwan and went to study alone in Spain, where he met Jose.
At that time, Jose, who was eight years younger than her, asked her sincerely: “Echo, you wait for me for six years. After six years, shall I marry you?”
Sanmao replied: “six years is too long, I will not wait for you, you don’t pester me later.
Jose said a good, then ran away while looking back Shouting the name of sanmao, since then, Jose in did not pester sanmao.
Six years, Sanmao talked about many times in love, but sanmao’s love is bumpy, a failed relationship has long let Sanmao’s heart as broken as glass. But six years have passed, that once said love her Jose stood in front of her.
Jose wants to marry sanmao.
Sanmao cried and said: “Why don’t you at that time I, if you insist, I am still a good person, now my heart has been broken.”
Jose said: “Broken heart, glue it together.
They got married seven months later, and they got married with nothing, including a complete camel skull as a wedding gift.
Soon after they married, they went to the Sahara together.
They are like the flowers blooming in the desert, will be boring days, a full of fun.
However, God has played a big joke on them, on September 30, 1979, Jose diving accident died.
when sanmao saw the body of Jose, she seemed crazy, she kept beside the body of Jose, this is the last time she accompanied the side of Jose.
Every time you think of, the sky fell a grain of sand, then formed the Sahara. Every time you think about it, a drop of water will fall from the sky, thus forming the Pacific Ocean.
Without the stars, a solitary moon would seem so pale.
In 1981, Sanmao ended his foreign life and returned to Taiwan.
No Jose sanmao, is not perfect, even if later there are many excellent men expressed love for Sanmao, Sanmao has never touched the heart, may be in the jose died at that moment, sanmao heart also followed to die.
On January 2, 1991, Sanmao was admitted to the hospital because of endometrial hypertrophy. Originally just a simple operation, Sanmao can be discharged soon. Postoperative sanmao as usual, lying on the bed reading, also made notes. But no one believe, a few hours later, Sanmao in the bathroom, with silk stockings to end their own life.
Sanmao’s death has been a mystery.
Sanmao once said to his sister Chen Tianxin: “Your life has been wasted, but my life is ten times your life.”
Sanmao is a legendary figure whose writing has influenced many people.
In another ten years, if someone will still ask me: “what is the most regrettable thing in this world? That I still will not hesitate to say sanmao, say sanmao regret life.
Adhere to the love, you all encourage.
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