In 2013, my brother died in a car accident. My parents were so sad that they couldn’t think of anything. Although I was sad, I had to keep up my spirits in order to take care of my parents.
My brother and I are twins, usually can not be said to be inseparable, also belong to brotherly affection. Although I was only two minutes older than him, I always loved him very much. I was introverted and gentle, and he was open-minded and straightforward. I listened to my parents, but he was very rebellious and often got into trouble, and I always covered for him and wiped his ass.
Brother always like to make some fair-weather friends drinking and fighting every two days, parents angry half dead, although I advised him many times, he always disapprovingly, a careless wave forgot.
Went to work, he is in addition to go to work and a few friends fooling around, however, somehow at the age of 25 talked about a girlfriend, the girl is good, pretty docile, and brother is very complementary.
The younger brother is not stingy, but very good to the daughter-in-law, since the love, he also convergence a lot, seldom drink fight.
Soon, the girl got pregnant and her parents were very happy. They decided to have a wedding for them at the end of the year, buy a wedding room, decorate it and take wedding photos. All the preparations were in progress.
Mother said to me, “Your brother is going to be a father, you should also consider your business, if there is a girl you like, bring it back, mom will do it together for you!”
I was a little embarrassed, I told my mother that I was in the moment, not to talk about marriage, the girls have not been very clear attitude.
Mother smiled, encouraged me to be careful, said the girl is to use more dessert, I nodded a promise.
In fact, my girlfriend and I are also in love, and also put the other side as the only future, just temporarily did not consider marriage, I think, such as brother married, let the parents wait again.
Seeing the wedding day was coming, one day I was at work, the director ran in, said that someone outside wanted me, let me go quickly, probably an emergency.
I quickly ran to the factory gate, see is a cousin, he cried of splutter of say “elder brother, your telephone why dozen don’t get through, little elder brother had an accident, quick go to the hospital! They are all there “.
I was terrified, let him go first, I go to hurry up to drive over, I quickly to the hospital, parents are in front of the emergency center, mother cried fainted, aunt hugged her also crying. “Dad had a poker face. The pregnant sister-in-law stood alone in the corner and cried.
My cousin told me that my brother drunk driving, crashed into a tree, the car has been scrapped, the person has been beyond recognition, sent covered with blood, I am afraid not.
My brother is only in his twenties. He is going to be a father soon. Nothing can go wrong. I calmed down, comfort my mother, let her drink some water, and so on, I put my sister-in-law to the chair, let her sit down, I am afraid that in case of bad results, she will faint, not good for the child.
I called my girlfriend and asked her to come over to accompany my sister-in-law. Then, wait for the results.
An hour later, the lights went out in the emergency room and the doctors filed out. As we gathered around, the doctor said sadly, “He is so badly hurt that it will be difficult to survive for more than an hour. Go and see him!”
My mother fainted again, my girlfriend and I helped my sister-in-law into the emergency room, my brother woke up, may be light back, she was still smiling.
I held back my tears and asked him how he felt. He said with a smile, “I’m afraid I won’t be able to this time, Chu Fang. Help me take care of her! Promise me, boy! Child!”
The younger brother looked at his fiancee and whispered, “I’m sorry, I can’t take care of you, baby. The baby was born, give it to my brother!”
Sister-in-law fainted in the past, brother’s smile, slowly solidified.
I couldn’t help it. My eyes were blurred with tears. My brother and sister were dying, and my heart was about to explode with grief.
After dealing with my brother’s death, I went to his wife’s house. Chu Fang was not at home. Her parents received me.
His mother is very cold, she said she would not let her daughter give birth to a child, she said Chu fang is still young, can not hang in our home, a girl, unmarried pregnancy is enough to disgrace, now if the next child, she will be finished in the future, who is willing to marry a drag bottle.
I cried and kowtowed to them, begging them to let chu Fang give birth to his brother’s flesh and blood, but they would not let go except through tears.
To add insult to injury, I didn’t tell my parents when I got home.
That night, I smoked a box of cigarettes, dawn, I made the most difficult decision: I want to marry Chu Fang, for the sake of his brother’s child!
I asked my girlfriend to meet me, I knelt down and begged her to forgive me, I told her, I have to marry Chu fang, for the younger brother raise a child!
Her girlfriend was so shocked that she didn’t say a word. She stuffed the things in her hand into her bag and turned away.
The next day, I called her, she did not answer, I went to her unit to find her, colleagues said she resigned, do not know where to go.
I went to her home to find her, her mother coldly said, she went to other places, last night went, do not know where to go, maybe Beijing, maybe it is further away.
I went home dazed, lay down for a day, also cried for a day.
Later, I told my parents that I was going to marry Chu fang. My parents cried. My father cried for the first time since the death of my younger brother.
I went directly to chu Fang’s house and explained my purpose. Chu Fang’s parents were so surprised that they were moved by their surprise that they cried too. The date of my brother’s engagement had come, so I married Chu Fang instead of him.
Three months later, due to Chu Fang’s poor health, the baby was born prematurely, and the baby stayed in the incubator for a month before being discharged.
Later, the child grew up healthily under the care of the whole family. Now he has gone to school.
relief
The following year, on the anniversary of my brother’s death, Chu Fang filed for divorce. She knew That I had never loved her and that I had married her in order to keep my brother’s children.
She said that she had never loved me, but her parents did not allow her to give birth to her brother’s children, she could not just agree to marry his own uncle.
Besides, we are married in name only, not in reality. I never assaulted her. I treated her like a sister and she treated me like a brother.
After the divorce, the child and my parents, Chu Fang occasionally came back to see him, I also treated him as a son.
I’ve been single for three years. I’ve been asking my girlfriend everywhere, but I have no clue. No one knows where she’s gone.
I went to and from work every day. I took care of my nephew. I took care of my parents.
My aunt saw that I was single and insisted on giving me a partner, but I refused. I said she would mind if I had children first. I’ll always take care of my nephew.
After that, no one mentioned it to me anymore.
One day, I went to his girlfriend’s community nearby to do business, casual where to turn around, the psychology is very uncomfortable, also very lonely.
There was a supermarket near my girlfriend’s home. I bought some bottles of water for my colleague and wanted to inquire about my girlfriend by the way.
When I said I was Joling’s friend, he was surprised. “Oh, I remember, you’re Joling’s boyfriend. Long time no see.
I nodded in shame and shook my head without saying a word.
He wondered. “Joring’s back with an elf child, and what are you…”
“Children? How big?” I nervously asked, psychological pain.
“Three years old or so, pretty pretty boy, ah, you don’t say, the child to be very like you! When did you get married! No, that…” The boss seemed to feel that he had talked too much and stopped talking.
I thanked him and walked out.
She got married and had a baby, and my heart ached like a needle. It was I who betrayed her first, and it is natural that she should marry. What right am I to blame her?
I am dizzy dizzy send water to the colleague, the colleague ask me how, I say headache, he say that you go home to rest! I’ll do the next job by myself. I thanked him and went home.
I didn’t go to See Joring, so I’ll leave him alone. It’s just sad. It’s sad.
Half a month later, the reception room called, someone looking for me, I listlessly came out, the door of an elegant girl led a clever child, is Qiao Ling!
I was at a loss, stunned for a long time, or Qiao Ling broke the silence, “Call uncle!”
The child is very good, very spirit, sweet call uncle.
I picked up the child, tears are not struggle, I quickly wiped away, this should be my child ah! But, alas!
We found a teahouse to sit down, she has been smiling, I did not dare to look into her eyes, the child does not recognize, has been talking to me.
The child
‘Uncle, do you know me?
“No, uncle!”
‘I know you!
“You know me? Have you seen me?” I was surprised.
“We have pictures of you at home. Mom says you’re a hero. Are you Spiderman?”
“Uncle isn’t a hero, and he’s not Spider-Man, uncle is bad!” Ashamed, I bowed my head and drank my tea. I didn’t know if Joring was being sarcastic or what.
“No, mama says you’re a hero, a hero who saves the world!”
“Jojo, mother and uncle talk, you go to play first!”
“Well, shall I go and play the jubilee?” The child went to play with the change given by his mother.
‘You’re married! “I asked.
“What do you say? Or will there be children?” Joring made no comment.
“Oh! I know, I’m sorry to you, I can’t help it, Chu fang’s mother doesn’t agree with her to give birth to a child!” I tried to explain.
“I understand! So I choose to leave!”
“I’m sorry, I don’t know how to apologize to you! My eyes are red again.
“I looked for you, you left, Chu fang left, I also looked for you, but no news of you!” I’m incoherent. I don’t know what to say.
“We were a couple in name only, we were both for my brother’s children, and we separated the next year!” “I said dryly. But. What’s the point of all this? Joring is married and has children.
That’s true. I didn’t expect it
“Don’t you want to know the baby’s birthday? He was born in March 2014! ‘
“You were born in March of 14, a month younger than my nephew, and you got married so soon?” I am very disappointed, in addition to the bottom of my heart filled with sadness or sad.
She stared at me thoughtfully, in a very strange way.
I suddenly see light, wrong, the child is born in March, that, should be conceived in May, at that time, we are still together!
I turned sharply to stare at the child. “You mean, it’s ours! You’re not married! ‘
‘Yes!
“Why don’t you tell me how you’ve spent the last few years?” I grabbed my hair in pain, regret, guilt, and remorse.
“I want to tell you, the other day, I took the pregnancy report was to give you a surprise, but, you did not wait for me to speak, you knelt down and told me to marry Chu Fang, for the sake of his brother’s children, you can only do that, how do you let me speak again!” Joring’s eyes filled with tears.
I stood up and took her in my arms. I was ashamed, remorseful, helpless, guilty. I was sorry for them and mother, and there was nothing I could do now to make up for it.
“If I had told you, it would have been a dilemma. I went home, I stayed up all night, I thought about it a lot, and then I told my mom I was leaving, and I told her about your problem, but I didn’t tell her that I was pregnant. She called me silly, said That I do not compete, the fiance hand to hand, also don’t care about me, I went to Xi ‘an by car my aunt home.
After I gave birth to a child, just go to work, is the little aunt to take care of the child, my mother knew after scold me, rushed to help me take care of the child, the year before last you divorced, I also know, but, I am not sure whether you forget me, so has been hesitant to come back or not!
This time, I also came back to see my father. I heard that you had been looking for me again. I also thought the boy should see his father, so I came to see you.”
I couldn’t stop myself from crying, and Qiao Ling couldn’t stop crying. I was a jerk, what had I done? Their mother and son were drifting away from home for years.
I fell to my knees, ignoring the astonished eyes of the others, and begged Joring to come back and let me take care of them and never let them leave the house again.
Joring wiped her tears, looked around awkwardly, and pulled me to my feet. Jojo came running over, looking curiously at me and her mother.
I picked up the baby, kissed his little face “son, we go home, dad take you and mom home, ok?”
“Mama, may I call Papa?” Jojo asked, tilting her head.
‘Of course! ‘said Joring, stroking his little head
“Oh, I have a father! I have a father!” The child put his arms round my neck merrily.
I wanted to cry, and Joring turned his head to wipe away the tears. I put my son in one arm and Joring in the other. “Let’s go home and find my brother!”
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