A child left behind by fate signals to the world for help, and after receiving kindness, he tries to return it with kindness. In the last months of his life, which were wracked by loneliness and sickness, this interaction continued unabated.
Sadness comes out only in the corners.
Han Xu’s right leg was swollen like a giant melon, and a blood clot several millimeters thick broke off from a blood vessel there and traveled up to his lung, causing a pulmonary embolism that could have killed him at any time. He escaped this time, and spent 15 days in the emergency ward, where he had to take seven slings, six push shots, and six belly injections every day, while someone died in the bed across the street, covered with a white cloth, which he didn’t dare to look at. In the middle of the night, the monitoring alarms were “dripping” all over the place.
He was 23 years old. When he was discharged from the hospital, the doctor ordered that he could not go out or exercise for a while, and that there was a risk of another attack if he was not careful. It was the middle of summer in Changchun last August, and it had been raining for several days, and the sky was overcast. The house was full of garbage, and there was a smell in the air due to the lack of ventilation. It was said that his mother had broken up with her husband when he was a child and that his father had died when he was in junior high school. Han Wook lived with his grandmother for a while until she died (some say she went to a nursing home). His friends were running around trying to make ends meet, sending over mountains of fruit that they couldn’t eat and wasted. He hadn’t seen anyone alive for days, except for the delivery man.
Han’s favorite game is Blade 2, but he always gets emotional when playing, and at the end of a game, he feels dizzy, sweaty, and afraid to play again.
He sometimes posts on Max+, a gaming forum. For many forum users, Han Xu’s ID is not unfamiliar, and many of them have seen two of his help posts. One was when he was in the hospital and the caregiver couldn’t make it, and he posted a message asking if any of the nice people in Changchun would be willing to help out a little, and he could give away a set of game items as payment. He used a light-hearted tone of voice to carry over the message “no relatives are seriously ill”, as if he was just talking about something as trivial as finding an expert to play for him if he couldn’t get up the game rank.
After he was discharged from the hospital, he again launched a plea for help, “I sincerely invite my Changchun friends to visit me! A person who wants to go out and play dota online! Provide computer configuration absolutely enough! All you have to do is come here and chat with me, and you’ll go crazy staying home alone for a month! Let’s make friends! “
At Max+, when you play Blade, you are brothers. The community section often discusses the same topics that you and your fraternity would talk about: trashy teammates in the game, ambiguous relationships that you can’t decide on, bad jobs, and whether or not your new iPad is worth buying. Most of the high praise comments are ridicule and deadpan seriousness, and if you swipe too many posts here, you’ll get the feeling that the sky is not falling. Brotherhood is no nonsense and anti-pretentious, but it can heal the wounds in the hearts of old brothers.
But under Han Xu’s post, no one ridiculed him, some wanted to chat with him, some said they could open a YY live broadcast to watch the game together. On the 14th floor, a person with the ID name xu commented: “Come come little old brother, add a WeChat to accompany you to chat about the Blade. “
One year and three months later, in a café in Changchun, Xu recalled Han Xu to me. After that comment, the two quickly exchanged messages, and Han Xu eagerly asked, “Do you want to come hang out with me? I’m not sure how much I’ll be able to afford it. The company has been in the process of developing the new product for the past two years, and has been working on it for a long time. After chatting about the game for a while, Han Xu extended the invitation again, “If you’re on vacation, come over sometime. “
Venous thrombosis up the lower extremities can be prevented by implanting an intravenous filter to prevent pulmonary embolism, but Han Xu’s disease was caused by grade 4 heart failure, and he might not come down on the operating table, and death was almost certain. But xu said that the first impression was that the man rarely complained and was a real man. During the chat, HAN Xun laughed and called himself “the king of Europe” for surviving several episodes of illness. I’ve just finished saying “I sold my father’s house for medical treatment, and now I have less than a third of the money left”. I sold the house my father left me in order to get medical treatment, and now I have less than a third of the money left”, and then I dumped thousands of dollars worth of equipment on XU in the game. The “chatty” thank you. xu was embarrassed and offered to order him a Sichuan takeout, he was not polite and offered to add half a kilogram of rice. “I’ve never been bad with food and drink, and I’ll be damned if I don’t eat well. “
Han Xu is more than 1.8 meters tall, and has gained weight from 200 pounds to 300 pounds since his illness, and cannot walk fast enough to keep up with a 60-year-old woman. He has a pair of small eyes and a long, wide face. In terms of appearance alone, he looks like a “fierce man”. I’m not sure how much I’ll be able to afford it, but I’m not sure how much I’ll be able to afford it,” he said. xu was shorter, leaner, and whiter than him, and called himself “Mr. xu” in his youth. “He was the kind of middle-aged man who had to play two games after putting his son to bed. Two people who would never have met in Changchun became friends.
During the four months of their relationship, funny and light-hearted events dominated most of their memories. Not long after, Xu came to visit and bought towels, soothing skin care products, and air freshener at Han Xu’s request. The house was small, forty to fifty square meters, dark, and full of cigarette butts. They ordered a takeaway and watched the TI (Blade 2 global tournament) group game together, shouting out after the Chinese team played a wonderful operation, even though it was the first time they met but “not awkward at all. “, xu memories. He took Han Xu’s computer wanted to show a game of knife tower, the results failed miserably, was blocked in front of the house can not get out, quickly dumped, “what you this broken mouse. The first time I saw him, he was in the middle of the game, and the second time I saw him, he was in the middle of the game, and the third time I saw him, he was in the middle of the game.
One day, Han Xu felt good enough to go downstairs, so he took Xu to the antique city for a walk. xu remembered that day, Han Xu went around greeting old acquaintances, introducing him to the antique doorway, “look at his cheerful look, or quite happy. After the shopping, xu invited Han Xu to eat beef, he was soon full, sat on the side, and let Han Xu add bowl after bowl.
The sadness came out only in the corners. He went to bed at night and woke up in the morning, but Han Xu was always alone. The anticoagulants caused his gums to bleed so badly that he brushed his teeth and his mouth was a mouthful of blood. Once xu sent him a WeChat and didn’t get a reply, and didn’t answer his phone calls, “I had a ‘thud’ in my heart, it’s not going to work, is it? It was only later that I realized he was asleep, and I didn’t hear the phone go silent. I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that, but I’m not sure if I can. The first thing that I want to do is to get rid of this body. He would get frustrated and say to his friends, “Sometimes I feel so fucking unlucky. He thought, “Why don’t I just sell everything I have, take the money and go on a trip, and die wherever I want. xuXxu dislike him, I don’t think you can even leave Jilin province like this.
Money is always a problem. In the chat record, Han Xu said he ate Swiss imported anticoagulant drugs, 40,000 a year, the United States imported anti-heart failure special drugs, 30,000 a year, xu also counted, “plus he can eat, every day fruit drinks and so on, I estimate that more than 100. “xu suggested that the original send me the equipment, or you take back to sell it, Han Xu refused. Lower extremity thrombus travel may affect the brain, which in turn leads to damage to the function of the optic nerve, last year almost winter, Han Xu began to experience visual impairment. He got a TI immortal shield by topping up the game, and it took a few months to send it from abroad, he wrote xu home address, “If I’m still alive at that time, sneak it to me and send it to me, I’m gone, the shield is yours. “xu back, “I don’t care, nmlgb keep it for yourself. “
On December 10, 2019, Han Xu asked xu for help, saying that he was selling rocks and asked xu to pretend to be a buyer on WeChat. xu agreed, “It’s quite joyful! “, he recalled. Things done, they bullshit a few words, xu joked, “Fat Xu brother to make money do not share my point. “Han Xu sent the last sentence is” goodbye! “
Ten days later, Han Xu passed away.
We’re all old neighbors, so I’ll take care of it if we don’t eat.
At the beginning of November this year, Han Xu’s post on Max+ was carried on Weibo by the obituary account @deceased_sif. The story of a seemingly insignificant young man deserves to be better known. xu’s response and companionship in turn showed some warmth in the midst of desolation, with someone commenting, “Thanks to the Internet, many people are spared from loneliness. “
It’s winter again in Changchun, and Han Xu has been gone for almost a year now, but the new insulation on the exterior walls of the East Yuan Dong Road neighborhood where he grew up shows its age only when he enters the building, with its potholed stairs and peeling siding. In neighborhoods where the buildings are more than 30 years old, neighbors know each other, often because their fathers knew each other. At the mention of Han Xu, who lives in Building 1, people frown and sigh, saying that the child is quite poor, with no parents, and that he is “wasting his years. “
There’s a wonderful atmosphere here that mixes depression with liveliness. Just walk around and talk to people everywhere, and you can feel the kindness of people. It is said that there is an old man in the next building who occasionally brings food to Han Xu, and the grandmother who lives upstairs is fiddling with her skewer. The grandmother who lives upstairs is fiddling with her skewer machine, “Our place is quite united,” she says, and every time she runs into Han Xu, she lets him grab a skewer. “But he was embarrassed and didn’t want more. Be strong, pretty good kid. “The son of the kiosk owner’s wife and Han Xu were elementary school classmates, and because of this, she did not hesitate to help out with 500 yuan when Han Xu once scratched someone’s car with a delivery.
After Han’s grandmother left, he rarely went downstairs during most of the day and ate white noodles with hot sauce at home. He enjoys surfing the Internet and reading about all the interesting things going on in the outside world, such as one man’s experiment to live on only mushrooms for a month. He also read that there is a specific order and timing for eating hotpot dishes, but he could not afford to eat hotpot and had no one to eat with. At night, the owner of the hardware store often saw him in the neighborhood pavilion with his computer, rubbing up against other people’s Wi-Fi and playing movies, “sitting in one sitting until midnight. “
Many people remember those shoes, especially Dabai, who was looking for an employee for his company in the winter of 2016, and someone recommended Han Xu. It was snowing, and when he arrived, Han Xu was in the gazebo tinkering with his computer, and the snow fell on Han Xu’s single coat. The image deeply pained Dabai, and he decided, “I’ll take care of it if I can’t eat. “
He gave Han Xu 200 yuan, took him to the second-hand market to buy a pair of old shoes, which were easy and cheap to buy in a large size, and gave him a job. They are going to go around the country and repossess the cars that the owners can’t afford to pay back after taking out loans. According to one professional, the job is a standard “legal wrecking ball”.
The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services, including a full range of products and services. Following him, Han Xu flew on a plane, saw the sea, and finally had hot pot. Dabai found a picture of four 200-pound fat men sitting in a movie theater, wearing shiny 3D glasses, preparing to watch The Great Wall. Han Xu has a small belly and is facing the camera, grinning slightly.
When Han Xu is able to do something, he tries his best to be nice to others. The first month’s salary, after thinking about the car stereo that Dabai usually drives is not good, and the headphone cord is not long enough, he bought Dabai a Patriot MP3, once Dabai was shopping with friends, Han Xu went to find him, saw Dabai trying on a pair of bean shoes, 530 yuan, he grabbed the money to pay. The lady boss of the kiosk gave him 500 yuan, but he didn’t forget it and returned it to her.
Dabai had a more specific understanding of Han Xu’s background. It was said that Han Xu’s father used to drive a car for a leader and received a good salary, but he liked to show off and drank too much, so he had a fight with Han Xu’s mother, who left when he was six or seven years old. One winter when Han was in junior high school, his father had a brain hemorrhage after drinking, and when he fell down, the back of his head hit an icicle on the door again, and he died.
In his story to xu, Han Xu was happy when his father was still around. He once bragged to xu, the summer of graduation from elementary school, his father bought him a Sony game console, only 2G memory, can play two games, “I am the most beautiful boy in the whole neighborhood. “Later, Dabai sent Han Xu a Sony new game console, inserted a 64G memory card, what you want to play, just play. The antique city in front of the opening of a silver store tension and the East Garden Road old neighbor Haitao said, “Dabai to Han Xu, just like Dad to his son is also similar. “
The company said it has been in the process of developing the new product for the past two years.
When you walk into the Antique City, it’s easy to get confused by all the walnuts, beeswax, and jade. But in fact, like East Yuan Dong Road, it is a microcosm of the city, not prosperous on the outside, but deep in the heart of human warmth. There is a young man named Dasheng, whose family is not poor, and who is probably a bit mentally ill, who likes to come to the Antique City every day to collect everyone’s garbage and collect bottles to sell. People also cooperate, save the garbage for him, and then give him 2 or 3 yuan as a reward, someone joked, “Dasheng makes more money a day than the people selling goods. “
The Old Liu Restaurant across the street is a small, few-square-meter storefront that specializes in business. The owner is blind in one eye and his daughter-in-law is disabled in one hand, and we often joke that Han Xu is also disabled. People often joke that Han Xu is also handicapped. Liu’s family always has Han Xu’s share of stewed sauerkraut sticks and bones, as long as there are leftovers.
People also remember Han Xu for his righteousness. Sometimes people help him to look at the stall for a while, sell a piece of goods, according to the antique city, to buy a bottle of water as a token of appreciation, but not Han Xu, must spend all the money of the sale of goods to treat people to dinner. If you want to buy water, just buy a case and give it to all the people around you. Whoever invited Han Xu to dinner, bought him something, he remembered, will find a way to return it.
The Young Life of a 23-Year-Old
Come naked and go naked.
It was already after 4:00 when we left the Antique City, the most beautiful time of the day in the Northeast on a winter’s day, when the sun was sinking in the distance, tinting the sky with all kinds of colors, sometimes cotton candy pink, sometimes burnt through red, and sometimes orange. But soon, just a moment’s inattention, the sky went completely dark.
On a day near the New Year in 2019, Han Xu, who was working in the antique city, said he felt sick, and his wife, who was also in Dabai, suggested going to the hospital. He was unable to breathe, and we called 120 to send him to the Second Hospital of Changchun Medical University. The results of the test were a pulmonary embolism caused by heart failure,” Dabai recalls.
Dabai recalls, “The doctor said that the disease was related to chronic malnutrition and inactivity, and that people could walk down the aisle and say they were going to die. He spent $40,000 before and after his hospitalization, all of which was raised by the Curio. “
Han Wook spent New Year’s Eve in a hospital bed. From New Year’s Eve to August, according to Dabai’s recollections and other people’s conversations, Han Xu was hospitalized at least twice more, possibly three times. In order to pay back the more than 100,000 yuan that everyone had advanced on his behalf, he sold his old house on East Yuan Road for more than 300,000 yuan (or possibly 420,000 yuan), and Dabai helped him rent a house across the street from the Antique City. With the rest of the money, Han Xu had several wishes to fulfill.
The first was to buy a 50,000 computer (his ultimate dream was a 300,000+ computer) – Dabai said that the computer was enough to play with, and that the computer you spent 50,000 on in the morning would be worth 25,000 in the afternoon, and then Han Xu bought a 5,000+ one. The second is to buy a pair of AJ’s Panda shoes, three or four thousand, Dabai agreed.
Having 100,000 won’t change anything – even if he can’t afford his medication – and he goes to the bank to save it for a fixed term. He told Dabai that his father was buried in his grandmother’s home village, and that he wanted to buy a grave for his father in Changchun, erect a tombstone, and be buried with him when he died.
After that hospitalization in August, Han Xu looked ten years older than he did a year ago, often didn’t shave, and barely came downstairs anymore, Dabai sometimes called him and asked him to come down for a walk, “He always said he had a fever and couldn’t move. “Dabai recalls. The interviewees sent me some of their conversations with Han Xu during that time, and I saw that he often said, “Let’s live, let’s spend all the money first! “He never talked about what he was going to do when he got well. He never talked about what he would do when he got well, he was waiting for death.
He just didn’t give up connecting with the world. WeChat records, Max+’s posts, Blade Tower’s performance, Zhihu, QQ, the Internet has recorded his last trace. On Max+, in addition to xu, a blade mate named Liu Jiuzi had visited him in the hospital, and a blade mate named Barnyard had posted a record of their chat, which showed that they had played 87 minutes and 26 seconds, and that Han Xu had shared with him the computer hardware he had purchased on Taobao.
In a screenshot of Han’s circle of friends sent to me by xu, I noticed that he had posted an account on Zhihu called “BaFengTe”. I searched for this user on Zhihu and found out that he lives in Changchun and is avidly answering questions about the Blade and computer hardware, asking the question “What is the most important thought that has kept you alive until now? “Below, he replied, “Am I the only one because of my Blade 2 account?! “Think of all the “valuable” equipment that Han Wook has… I couldn’t help but laugh, who else could it be?
In November 2019, a month before Han Xu’s death, he posted an article titled “Why people with no hardware base should not buy Taobao computers”, which aimed to help users recognize some of the pitfalls of Taobao computers, at the end of which he offered to make a configuration list based on your needs for free, and recommended that you go to a computer studio to buy one.
Following this lead, I found the studio’s owner, Jinlong Liu, whose office is located in an office building with a whole room full of dense piles of computer parts. It was here that I discovered another side of Han Xu: he was a total geek.
When he was in the hospital, he spent money like water, but all he could think about was the computer, “more than 100,000 yuan, enough to match a computer with a God machine, 2080ti (a kind of graphics card) to plug in 4 is enough. “Liu Jinlong rebutted him, 2080ti can plug 4? –Don’t be tempted to refute HANXU on the computer issue, as he’ll be sure to gather information and debate you to the end. A Philips respirator 17000, well, a 2080ti plus a 9900K (CPU model) is gone. He will disassemble the machine at home for hours to verify a parameter, and will it be covered by warranty if it is broken? He asked Liu Jinlong and thought to himself, “If I can really toss and burn it is also my skill. “
When the Zhihu article was released, some people commented: “A word to wake up the dream man, almost bought it on a certain treasure. Many people sent a private message to Han Xu advice, he patiently gave advice. The company’s main focus is on the development of a new generation of products and services. Han Xu said, no need. Soon, his Zhihu account already had more than 2,000 followers. At the end of his life, he was a valuable person.
After Han Xu became ill, Dabai began to dread receiving calls from him in the middle of the night. Han Xu is strong, Ming 3 pm already began to feel bad, prefer to endure until the middle of the night, it is unable to stand it before saying, “I am looking for someone to save him, to get money, but also need time ah.” On the evening of December 19, Han Xu’s call came, saying that he couldn’t breathe, and that he weighed nearly 400 pounds. Dabai called 120, and was told that he was too heavy to lift, and that he might not make it if anything went wrong. He called 911 again, but still no luck.
A few good colleagues from the Antique City came. Dabai thought Han Xu might not make it this time, so he asked for his mother’s phone number, but Han Xu wouldn’t give it until the last minute, when his mother and stepfather arrived ten minutes later, around 3 or 4 a.m., and the man was gone. In those final moments, everyone cried as they watched Han Wook not being able to breathe, his death grip on Big White’s arm, and the mink he was wearing shredded.
It took an hour and a half for the colleagues from the Antique City, Han Xu’s stepfather and several relatives to carry the body down to the fifth floor. It was almost dawn; it had snowed in Changchun, and it was shivering cold. The owner of the kiosk woke up and saw someone being carried to the 120th floor, and she thought, “It can’t be the big, fat, sick kid. A group of people took the body to the crematorium. They tried to change Han Xu’s clothes, but he was too heavy, so they had to stop. The people who didn’t come to the antique city 100, 200 or even 500 to put money into Dabai’s WeChat, a total of more than 6,000 yuan, Dabai all gave Han Xu burnt paper, burned two whole carts, can be enchanted with expensive gold yuan to burn, villa, iPad, advanced computer, “he is not playing computer? “Big White said.
The cremation fee of 200, Daehbaek paid it. After getting the ashes, he asked Han Xu’s mother, to leave the box, the other side said no. “He was young, not yet married, his mother did not have a brother, said not to leave the ashes. “He is young, not yet married, his mother does not have a younger brother it, said not to leave the ashes, later also save to think about it, you do not have to come to see. “In the funeral home near the store old Xu also present that day, he explained, “but at this age there are also left ashes, both. It is a very important part of a person’s life.
Tiny and remembered.
The year 2020 rolled around, and on January 15, TI’s immortal shield was sent from the United States to Xu’s home. Now that Han Wook is gone, the shield is xu’s, and he keeps it on his bookshelf at home, along with a hidden silver trinket that Han Wook gave him. Every time you open Max+’s game results page, it shows the results of the last game played by the user’s friends, and the last losing game he and Han Xu played together is always there in plain sight. Later, he turned off Han Xu.
Knowing that he was dying, Han Xu asked Dabai to send a message to his friends after he left, hoping to tell his friends that he was gone. The next day, XU brushed up on this circle of friends at work and went downstairs for a couple of cigarettes. He sent a message to Han Xu’s WeChat and called again to get information about the follow-up farewell ceremony, but got no reply, and by then the phone had been given to Han Xu’s mother.
He went home at night, xu posted on Max+, trying to record what he had learned about the life of this knife friend he had only met three times. After typing a few thousand words on his phone, his neck hurt, and he decided to type again tomorrow. Wouldn’t it be better for him to leave, to go there and be reunited with his father, than to be all alone here …… I will always keep the Tibetan silver trinket he gave me, and I will give it to my son, and tell him you want to be a man like Uncle Fatty, not complaining, not compromising, not discouraged. “
One of the patients who was hospitalized in July remembered that whoever came to see him with fruit, he always shared it with everyone. On the day of my visit, the woman who ran the commissary at Han’s rented place finally confirmed her suspicion that it was the big, fat, sick boy who had left in the early hours of last year.
It’s hard not to remember the boy. He was tall and fat, and had to take a break to buy a bucket of water because he was sick. The other day, when I was collecting money, the lady boss muttered, “I’ve been receiving fake money lately.” Han Xu heard this and asked her, “Do you believe me? The white money detector is still on the counter of the kiosk today.
To this day, Liu Jinlong’s WeChat still receives friend requests sent along with Han’s article. “As soon as I saw the word Zhihu, I felt bad,” he said. It’s been a year, probably a few hundred, he estimates. They have a WeChat group for computer enthusiasts, and someone in the group suggested that Han Xu not be deleted, and a group member named Turing said, “Let him watch our discussion in heaven.” He and Han Xu had been arguing about the configuration of the computer before. Before that, he and Han Xu had been arguing about the configuration of the computer.
From Han Xu’s mother, Dabai realized that Han Xu had been in contact with her before he died. During the year that Han Xu disappeared, he went to see his mother. In Han’s mother’s account, they did not get along well, and she complained that Han had sold the family’s refrigerator and TV. Dabai recalls that he tried to take Han Xu to the community to apply for low income insurance, thinking that he would be protected in case of illness, and that the community required the immediate family’s signature to do so. If it had been done, “the follow-up treatment would not have cost that much money,” Dabai said. The mother of Han Xu said to Dabai that Han Xu said that he would leave the computer to his half-brother, Dabai did not believe, “Han Xu cherished that computer much more than his family, you know? “
No one of his friends could tell Han Wook’s relationship with his mother, which remained a mystery. To this day, Daehbaek has also lost the contact information of Han Wook’s mother. In an answer from Zhihu a few years ago, Han Xu also talked about his childhood, when he was in elementary school, he and his father went to a pool hall near the school to play King of Fighters 97, his father was a master, and pushed him to the ground and punched him two games in a row. He told of how his mother would send his father to buy a box of fruit wholesale when he wanted to eat it, and how he had dried a big plate of pig’s feet and a pot of tea eggs that his mother had made.
After dropping Han off at the crematorium, a few people from the Antique City had dinner together and discussed why Han Wook had to hide this from everyone about his mother. They finally concluded, “Maybe Han Wook was afraid that if we told everyone that he was still in contact with his mother, we would leave him alone. “
Dabai sometimes thought with a bit of resentment that if he had known, then maybe he wouldn’t have had to spend so much effort on Han Xu, helping him rent a booth, buying goods, renting a house, taking him everywhere, buying him clothes and shoes, and being on edge in the middle of the night for fear of the phone ringing and hearing Han Xu’s voice on the phone. “Brother I can’t make it, you have to help me. “If you don’t expend so much effort and emotion, you won’t feel let down after Han Xu’s death.
Why do you care about him? Dabai didn’t know either. He ran into them at first and then took responsibility for them to the end. He always emphasizes to me the human touch of Changchun, or, to put it another way, nosiness. When we were walking down the street, he pointed to the bus stop in front of us and said to me, “If you go over there now and tell me you want to take the bus but are two yuan short, someone will give you the money. I’ll start yelling at you and beating you up, but if you leave it to other places, people will probably go around, and in Changchun someone will beat me up immediately. “He is convinced that in Changchun, “even without me, people will always be in charge of Han Xu when they meet him. “
After Han Wook’s death, Daebaek received a call from the bank asking him, “Are you Han Wook’s father? He then realized that Han Xu had filled in his name and phone number in the father’s field when he opened his credit card, “Do I sound like I’m in my forties? “Dabai got a little angry and asked the staff, “Have you ever seen anyone whose son’s name is Han and father’s name is Chai? “
The night we met for the second time, Dabai sent me a message asking me who young people listen to these days. When he got home that day, he looked up the MP3 that Han Wook had given him and drove to an Internet cafe to download some songs. He didn’t know which portal had the most complete library of songs, so he filled up a membership to Kugoo Music, his usual music-listening software three years ago.
On Max+, many people have left messages under Han Xu’s post or xu’s tribute, wishing him well in his life. Han Xu’s ID is called Black King Bar, an item that is immune to magic damage in the Blade game, and someone said, “May you hold the Black King Bar in your next life, and all sickness and demons fade away! Today, he is still not forgotten. A knife-man named Shami quoted a line from Yu Hua’s “Shouting in the Drizzle”: “Death is not a loss of life, it’s just out of time.
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