On April 10, the day the official results of the investigation into Jin Deqiang’s suicide were announced in Tangshan, Hebei, I was wandering alone on the Internet when I met Guo, a reporter, who asked me if Zhang had written anything for Jin Deqiang, and I said no. He then told me that I should write something for him. He then told me, the director or write a little, although you and Jin Deqiang do not know each other, but he is each of us himself.
This is what I know, Jin Deqiang and so on, like us, are living in the bottom of society. The hardworking and patient, usually not to starve and freezing, but the people are small, and will only suffer injustice, trying to put things right. My articles and public numbers are always focused on such people or such things. But the articles I posted in the public number, probably disliked by the Division, said I violated the relevant laws and regulations, but also do not tell me specifically which laws and regulations, often deleted, but also experienced a number of blocked, I thank the Division to save me from the abyss of crime good intentions. Even so, I still feel the need to write a little something. Although this is meaningless to the dead, but in the living, but also in the living, but also more or less only. If I could believe that there is a so-called spirit in heaven, it would be a greater consolation – but for now, that’s all I can do.
But I really have nothing to say. I just think that such a tragedy should not happen in a civilized society. Mr. Jin Deqiang’s last “cry” has been echoing in my ears, a long song when crying, is necessary after the pain. And since then, the investigation conclusion, especially I feel sad. I have already gone out of anger. I will deeply taste the sadness of this earth, and show my greatest sorrow to the non-earth, so that they will be pleased with my anger, and will dedicate this as a humble sacrifice for the dead, in front of the spirit of the deceased.
Two
The real fierce man, dare to face the miserable life, more dare to drink the poison. People often say that there is no greater sorrow than the death of the heart, I do not dare to imagine, he experienced the trials and tribulations of life, and finally towards self-destruction? What kind of injustice did he face that he had to “die to get the attention of the leaders”? However, the so-called “facts and truths” are often designed to be questioned a little **. People are good at forgetting, the flow of time will wash the old traces, eventually leaving only a light red blood and indifferent sadness. In this light red blood and indifferent sadness, and give people a temporary stolen life. I don’t know when such a world will come to an end!
We are still lingering here; I also feel the need to write something long ago. It has been five days since April 6, and the Savior of forgetfulness is about to come, so I feel the need to write something.
III
Jin Deqiang is a truck driver, a native of Jinzhuang Village, Botou City, Cangzhou City, Hebei Province, 50 years old, has been running a car for 10 years and has a deposit of 6,000 yuan. Suffering from heart disease, high blood pressure, high blood fat, high blood sugar. The family of five, a 76-year-old mother, a disabled daughter-in-law, three children – the eldest daughter dropped out of school, the youngest daughter in elementary school, the son with his sports car.
He belongs to the ordinary people struggling at the bottom, shouldering the responsibility of supporting three generations. He was also one of the 30 million truck drivers in China. In his last words, he said that he did not commit suicide because of the 2,000 yuan he was fined, but wanted to die to draw the attention of the leaders. He said he was a truck driver, but now he feels a little hesitant. I should dedicate my sorrow and respect to him. He was not an ordinary member of “every living person”, he was the son of an elderly man, the father of a school dropout girl, the husband of a disabled wife, a group of people who died for The middle-aged man who died ……
He had been living at the bottom of society until he decided to die, and only then was he known to the whole community. on April 6, his last words were circulated on the Internet. He said aggrievedly that he was a driver, how could he know the technical problems of dropping the line or not. He said that he wanted to use his death to wake up the leaders to this matter. He said his father died when he was 9 years old and was raised by his mother alone with great pains. He said he had seen life through, and it was only a matter of dying a few years earlier or later.
I usually think that people at the bottom of society, such as truck drivers, have always been submissive, and the hardships of life have long made them numb. Although they go through the trials and tribulations of life, they are still determined in their hearts and full of hope for the future. And this time, it is surprising that such a farewell.
Four
In the morning of April 10, I learned from my friends that the official investigation results came out.
It said that Jin Deqiang was seized and “left on his own”, ” and did not enforce the fine”.
It said that Jin Deqiang did not have verbal and physical conflicts with law enforcement officers.
Said “buy pesticides to kill themselves” ……
The words “Jin Deqiang committed suicide, and we have nothing to do with it” came close to being said.
I just saw this investigation, quite doubt the authenticity of this investigation report. I have always been unafraid to speculate on them with the worst of malice, however I did not expect, and do not believe that it would be numb and heartless to such an extent. When I saw the original article on Bohai News, as well as on Chang’an Jian, I had to believe that the survey content was true.
If it is true that, as stated in the survey, “the implementation of the fine for the time being, is being investigated”, the old, the young Jin Deqiang more to drink medicine in front of the overrun station for no reason?
Then someone said, “law enforcement and no fault, the staff should be blameless.
Some people say, “a healthy mind is very important”.
Some people say that life only comes once, please treat it well.
Some people say, usually focus on psychological construction ……
The tragic image has made my eyes unbearable to see; shameless remarks, especially my ears unbearable to hear. What else can I say? I understand the reason for the silence of the declining nation.
Outbreak, outbreak! If you are not silent in the outbreak, you are asleep in the outbreak.
Five
But I have something to say.
I have not seen it myself; I heard that the Beidou system is mandatory to be installed by the relevant departments. Some truck drivers say that the Beidou navigation system often drops the line, and it is common to be fined. Some truckers also said that the mandatory installation of Beidou navigation system has deviated from the original purpose of ensuring truckers’ safety and made truckers suffer. Some also say that the Beidou navigation system and related departments have formed a chain of interests ……
Some self-publishers also pointed out that Jin Deqiang’s last punishment was “Beidou dropping off”, so why did it drop off? How long did it take to go offline? Did Jin Deqiang modify the Beidou car recorder? Which company developed this recorder? Is the product qualified? Is it a mandatory designated brand? What is the qualification rate of the brand’s products? How much is the annual maintenance cost? More than ten million trucks nationwide, what is the “product interest chain” behind this? These core issues, the results of the notification does not involve at all, which makes people puzzled ……
Six
Time is always flowing, the market is still peaceful, a limited life in China is nothing, at most, but for the idle people without malice to talk after dinner, or to the idle people with malice as “rumors The seeds of “gossip”.
As for the other deep meaning, I always feel very little, because it is really just suicide. The history of human development, just like the formation of coal, when a large amount of wood was used, but the result is only a small piece, but suicide is not in it, let alone drinking medicine.
Time sails on, and the forgotten Savior is really coming. Jin Deqiang’s death is meaningless. Tao Qian said, “relatives or remaining sorrow, others have also sung.” That’s all.
Seven
I have already said: I have always been unafraid to speculate about the Chinese with the worst of malice. This time, however, I was surprised in one way. One is that the investigation would be so insensitive and cold-blooded. One is that Jin Deqiang was able to die in protest of his ordeal.
The fact that the Chinese have always been submissive, living their lives with the illusion that they will be graced by the times, and the fact that they committed suicide this time, suggests that the Chinese may need to build up their psychological capacity to withstand stress. If one were to seek the meaning of this death and injury for the future, here it is.
The survivors, in their insensitive, lingering lives, will vaguely see the faintest hope and trudge on; the really fierce, too, will become more and more wimpy!
I can’t say anything, but this is a tribute to Kim Deok-keung.
April 11
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