Today actually should write something else, but after seeing this thing really dumb sitting on the chair for a long Time, half a day did not move ……
It is really tragic, no kidding, we have not seen a live “tragic case” on the B station for so many years, we all know that many people’s “tragic” is actually “selling tragedy”, quite a few people rely on selling tragedy to make money from the powder, but this UP owner is different, itself does not earn much money from the B station, until his things exposed after the fans actually do not break 10,000, until we know that he died after breaking 10,000, his video hits are also very low, almost a silent very small very small UP owner.
But everyone who knows about him is “broken”, we all feel very hard, this is a real tragic case of human world that we can see with both eyes. Please give us some patience and read on slowly.
His name is Mocha.
Don’t look at the fans now have tens of thousands, but when we first look at the number of fans only a few thousand out of the head, the late tens of thousands of more are people know things after the news to come.
It is really a small to small UP owner.
In fact, in our traditional impression, most of the UP owners of the B station are in good condition, even if there is little fame, little fans, it is not so bad, but he is completely different.
Even his story was not known until after his death.
This is one of the earliest of his contributions. Strictly according to the classification, he should be considered a game blogger, the daily routine is actually to cut a little video of the game, not too difficult, of course, the popularity will not be very high, and the income will not be much.
In terms of time, from the time he appeared on the B site until the end, before and after no more than 1 year.
Many netizens have turned to him this one of the earliest, have rushed to apologize, we know too late, who did not know that he had such a miserable Life, should have known for sure will come over to help.
Everyone cried.
Before telling his story in full, we can follow his own dynamics to see what kind of life he had. First of all, where does he live? It can be seen from one of his dynamics.
You can even see the mountain fires where he lives …… See a message later on before we know exactly where he lives:.
Here is a screenshot of him.
Where is this? Yes, the Daliang Shan region of Sichuan, one of the poorest regions in China, which was officially declared out of poverty by the Chinese Communist Party on November 17, 2020.
We even found online reports of a fire in his village:.
This is the fire that he encountered in his Home:.
We can see from the pictures of the fire scene what kind of house his Family lived in:.
Then, all his equipment is very poor, we all thought that the UP owners of B station have very good equipment, but Mocha’s equipment is worse than what most of us use, the headset is also the kind of very cheap:.
As you can see from the date, he is in very poor health and often can’t even keep up with the live stream.
He is very strong, at this time he can only be considered a small transparent in the vast sea of B station UP owners, no one knows his existence, no clicks, no popularity, but he is still strong to live for themselves, and constantly learn to do video of various knowledge.
So how did he come up with the idea to make a video? According to the netizens, it should be funded by good people, his own health is very poor, can not afford too much high-intensity physical labor work, so someone suggested that he might as well try to do a video blogger, at least they can earn a little money to support themselves.
So, with Dreams and hopes in mind, he started to be a UP owner of B station.
He lived in the ground hair we know, but the environment is worse than we can imagine, there are mosquitoes everywhere.
But he still worked very hard, often cutting videos late into the night.
In June, he moved to the place where he rented a house.
This house is very broken, to many urban netizens feel is the kind of 80s extremely dilapidated house.
You may ask, why did he move out of his old home? This is a very sad story, as we will say later, the vast majority of people simply do not know why he moved out.
The big picture of the rented house, we put the picture highlights for you to see, is really very shabby, why we say he is the most miserable UP owner of the whole B station? It can be seen from here.
But he is very optimistic, from the beginning to the end are a person in the effort, we can not see any complaints, can not see any sad lament, see is a young man in a desperate effort to live.
Netizens are very difficult:.
Many netizens are crying when they see this.
It is reasonable to say that if you want to sell misery, he is absolutely qualified, but he did not rely on this at all, still their own efforts to do video, do live.
This is the most difficult point for everyone, a person who is so miserable but actively facing life ended up so down. He suddenly found that his nose was very uncomfortable, and it was difficult to breathe, so he went to the hospital for a checkup and was shocked by the bad news!
On June 10, he was found to have a tumor in his nose.
He said very little, we can not see too much to express the feelings of things, but he used this expression can feel that he should in fact secretly cry for a long time it.
But he is not discouraged at all, and is still working hard to cut the video for the submission. We don’t see any complaints from him.
How hard has his daily life become?
Daily living with noodles! This is a small pot that he bought online for 20 yuan: the
Daily in addition to making videos, but also outside to insist on odd jobs, you know, at this time, he has something in his nose ……
Netizens only know in the birth of a serious illness is surprisingly daily just to foam noodles to eat:.
A lot of people broke their defenses when they saw this.
Everyone cried.
Although he tried so hard to live, but apparently, the disease spread much faster than he thought, almost every day nosebleeds:.
We all knew that this was something very serious, but he didn’t use a very exaggerated tone of voice, but calmly told everyone about it.
He did not give up at all and tried hard to update:.
But, apparently, the condition is very serious and deteriorating with every passing day:.
When you see this, you should actually understand that this is a serious nasal tumor, and many netizens are having a hard time watching him struggle with the disease while trying to live his life, without any apologies, without any selling of misery, without opening any crowdfunding, and always trying to work hard again on his own.
In fact, the situation is worse than we thought.
He had no money left for the surgery (which we learned afterwards), but he didn’t mention the money at all.
At that time perhaps you see this may not know the truth of the matter, we in the novel, in the television have seen because of the lack of money to give up the treatment of things, at this moment, this thing is happening live in front of our eyes, of which how tragic we think we can know, but from his calm words, no one felt, after the fact to know the truth of the Internet at this time and then look back at the words no one can stand …… are crying ……
The disease developed quickly, he slowly began to appear the symptoms of the whole body:.
And his microphone is broken again ……
Until July 30, in the countdown to his life, he only had 100 fans ……
It is very sad that he is very optimistic, we can not see him lose his love for life, on the contrary, he is like the sun, always full of vitality and energy, always trying to live.
The netizens were crying and telling him “your fans have increased, we’re giving you coins, hurry back and post the news!”
Every netizen was calling out to him.
Then, in August, his health was completely broken and he couldn’t do the live broadcast anymore, and his eyes started to blur: he didn’t say anything about his condition.
He didn’t say anything about his condition at all, and we only learned from his friends mentioned above about his real situation, which was very miserable:.
To what extent is he poor? He didn’t even have the money for an in-depth examination, he couldn’t even open a crowdfunding campaign.
Something so serious was completely invisible to us in his own account.
Until October, he could barely update a video, but his condition was very serious at that time.
But in November, he couldn’t hold on anymore.
The situation was so serious that he passed out.
The whole body condition began to deteriorate.
On the 11th of February, when everyone was shopping, no one knew that a little UP owner from B station, who no one knew, could not hold on and was admitted to the hospital.
In addition to the growing tumor in his nose, he was also found to have severe diabetes.
He had no money, so he had to choose the cheapest form of sugar testing.
He finished the surgery.
In the face of such a serious disease, he still optimistically flirted with himself.
His bill showed he was in arrears ……
After he was discharged from the hospital, he was still very optimistic about every day and did not sell out once:.
But life didn’t let him off the hook for his efforts, and his body didn’t get much better after the opening, slowly deteriorating:.
Finally, at the follow-up, other complications emerged, liver damage. He knew that his days were numbered.
In the following days, he once again fainted on air.
But he remained so optimistic and apologized to the audience.
It was difficult for the network: the
He had never eaten dumplings on the winter solstice since he was a child, because no one made him.
The netizens were in tears when they saw.
He was hospitalized again and couldn’t broadcast live anymore. While he was lying on the hospital bed, he said his biggest wish now was to eat strawberries.
The netizens have no way to watch any more.
Where is the most uncomfortable point?
In the most lonely and helpless time when he was lying in the hospital bed, the most want to eat strawberries, this dynamic is 0 comments! That means no one even knew he existed at that time. He was alone, looking at his phone, looking at the ceiling, lonely and alone waiting for his life to slowly pass by ……
Until the end of 2020, when everyone was preparing to happily celebrate the New Year, he was still lying in his hospital bed:.
From this up to 1.22 million views everyone should guess what happened behind …… is that this was the last dynamic he left in his entire life.
Since then, he has not posted any dynamics.
Now, we can tell you things about him.
1, he grew up in a very poor family, his grandmother has been sick, belonging to the typical poverty due to illness. (He wanted to eat dumplings and strawberries.)
2, his Parents were extremely irresponsible, running away from debts, completely regardless of his life, he was still in high school, and even had the opportunity to enter college, but no money to support, he had to drop out of school to earn a living.
3, then, unexpectedly, his beast of a father actually ran back to deprive him of the only bungalow left by his grandmother for money. (That’s why he had to go out and rent that extremely dilapidated house.)
4, he had to go out to work, and then met the black-hearted company.
5、Tumor was found here in his nose.
6, when the tumor was removed only to find out that he was diabetic, and eventually died of ketoacidosis.
How bad is this disease? Look at the next netizen’s science will know, really too bitter too bitter ！！！！ In other words, it can even be said that he was “starved to death” alive! The later stages of even the basic rehydration and the most basic Food can not do!
We looked up some professional information, and it really is related to hunger:.
All this, we do not see in his dynamic, what do we see?
An inspirational young man who is always positive about life and wants to change his fate through the Internet, helpless, the cruel life keeps giving him heavy blows, knocking him down again and again, and finally, he can’t afford to get up again …… The message he left for his friends stays on January 4.
We didn’t even know his name, only that his birthday was April 1, and the gods kept playing tricks on him ……
Just inside his dilapidated out dwelling house, a young man who tried to make an effort but could never open his eyes again left us, without even knowing the exact date of his death ……
These are some of his circumstances.
Many people did not know about this until long after his death:.
The friends who had helped him sent a long message in memory of.
Many netizens saw such a real human tragedy for the first time on the B site, and it was very hard:.
The reason why we write down his story today, one because he is really too tragic, really we really can not look down, the second also want to tell everyone, although many people on the network are very pessimistic, but the reality has far more than their own miserable people, even Mocha can try hard to live desperately, why we can not do ？？？？
Therefore, we implore everyone to live well, live hard, live for Mocha, live for themselves! No matter how hard life is, never give up!
May Mocha in heaven without pain, will not be hungry, with an endless number of sweet strawberries to eat!
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