On January 19, 2021, B-site user @御坂伊里奇_Official posted an obituary.
UP owner @墨茶official passed away earlier this month (exact Time unknown) due to a combination of poverty and illness. Let us send our sincere condolences and remembrance to the loss of the strong black tea, hereby obituary.
The UP owner who unfortunately passed away in the obituary is not a big person with millions of fans, on the contrary, he is a “small transparent” who even just broke 100 fans to send a dynamic to celebrate.
What really sparked the discussion was the “publicly available black tea Family information” that @御坂伊里奇_Official then revealed.
A few numbers describe what a sad Life ah. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the public. In retrospect, the obituary, even the specific time of death are “unknown”, that is, no one even in the first time to find out, this miserable young man’s life in when, what The first time, no one even found out when and in what state of mind the life of this miserable teenager came to an end.
The term “ketoacidosis”, which people who know about the ketogenic diet should know a little, refers to the fact that there is no more energy left in the body to consume, but only a lot of The body has no more energy to expend, and can only consume a large amount of energy from its reserves. When the body’s processing capacity is exceeded, metabolic acidosis will occur, which is the cause of Mocha’s death – diabetic ketoacidosis. In other words, Mocha’s death was closely related to his lack of Food and malnutrition.
Because of the superposition of these misfortunes, Mocha’s material living conditions were so poor that someone once released a record of a group chat in which Mocha was suspected to have participated.
2500, it is hard to believe that this is a year of living expenses of a seriously ill teenager. Perhaps slightly exaggerated in the context of the time, but combined with the public condition, it would not be exaggerated too much. Mocha sunshine buy Medicine record, very likely out of straits, 1.84 yuan / tablet of drugs, he paid in three times, each time only buy a tablet, the balance of the electronic black letters clearly written: -2049.34.
The B site can be seen by looking through the dynamics of Mocha’s homepage, before it attracted a lot of attention, that is, before the birth of Mocha, is a little sad but will always force themselves to be optimistic, do not deliberately sell misery, like to chatter, play the game when the whole heart into the ordinary boy, like every one of us in life, will complain and will reflect, will feel and will look forward to. It is because he is so much like us on the Internet that it is all the more saddening to think about what he is going through behind the scenes of the Internet and his situation in the real world.
On December 29, 2020, the penultimate moment of Mocha’s life, he posted a status complaining about the price of things.
This is the last wish he clearly expressed in his life. But, why are strawberries so expensive ah.
Looking through the comments of many people, in addition to regret, sadness, there are also eyes pointed at the Parents who trapped him in trouble, do nothing to help the poor institutions, and even did not find his own earlier. But in the end, the most is still regret and sadness, only the kind of sadness that was drained of energy.
Because we all know that even without the legacy of loved ones, even if the poverty alleviation is accurate, even if his popularity soars, even if he can afford to eat strawberries, the disease may not spare him, and so on and so forth tragedy casually cited on a large number of. His misery is not caused by a single factor, he is just too unfortunate. He was so unlucky that we can’t imagine that a young man who was using the same website, playing the same games and posting the same style of emojis as us, would die of poverty and illness and misfortune at a time when the country is rich and strong. This strong misfortune is compared with our ordinary stability, and even imposes a layer of guilt on it – the guilt of being ordinary and not knowing that you are happy.
Although everyone yells that they are “socially fearful” and “can stay Home for life”, it is undeniable that in the age of high exposure and excessive information technology, “being noticed” is the basic energy that everyone relies on to survive.
Because being noticed means, at least, that someone cares about you. No matter how many people are concerned about you, is less, is kind or mocking, is a friend or relative, strangers, as long as there are people concerned about themselves, there is still a reason to survive, express themselves, emanate vitality, as Mocha’s live “business “. Therefore, we can speculate that this demand for “attention”, the demand for “care” demand, in fact, is to different degrees or types of “love ” of the demand.
What we are sad about is that in the last moments of Mocha’s life, the “old want to eat strawberries” status, no one instantly replied to him. We are sad that in his unfortunate situation, but also did not let him feel enough attention, enough “love”, and that is we as a rabble The only thing we can do is to face the suffering of the world.
Perhaps to make up for this late attention, perhaps the intention to restore his loneliness before he died, originally only a hundred powder Mocha, the current fans have exceeded 100,000.
However, the growth of the number is cold, we still know deeply in our hearts, the person is gone, there is no room for improvement, there is no “if at first”, all the hope instantly extinguished, he is so unfortunately, even lonely, passed away.
This is the most unbearable grief that we can not let go.
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