Throw away what you can’t take away: the young people who left the North

Before leaving, he was afraid of sending bad midway and did not want to sell, recommended to a friend in Beijing: “not much assembly required, half a minute to change the toner cartridge, and an unopened toner cartridge and two packs of paper sent together. “But the friend is too much trouble, or hang on the idle fish.

The black HP followed Bai Yu in Beijing moved six times, across Haidian, Changping, Dongcheng, Chaoyang four districts, the farthest two places more than 40 kilometers apart, the most luxurious is a three-storey townhouse with a basement, the most comfortable is the north-south two-bedroom, and finally moved to the old district of Haidian Yuequan Road.

That is the most broken house he has ever rented: third floor one bedroom without elevator, last April, Baiyu a house, everywhere is the former tenant left stains, the most unbearable sofa, pink crushed old dirt and oil marks, the folding place is also broken. He was determined to fix some, let the landlord sealed the kitchen, throw the old stove, and in the leisure fish in a triple sitting off-white overall sofa, as long as 50 yuan, door-to-door pickup. Baiyu and cargo lala master together to carry upstairs, sit down very soft, and then lay the gray and white carpet, the wall hanging a piece of cloth decoration, the living room has a look. As soon as the black “frog bag” that came with him to Beijing was put down, Baiyu felt that this was “his own place”.

Before leaving, he wanted to leave the next tenant a complete living room, sofa and should be decorated are left, hoping that “others can see this sofa decided to rent here.

Many of the tenants struggling in first-tier cities left in a hurry than Bai Yu. A boy living in Wei Gong Village before leaving Beijing sold the sofa, orange fabric four-seater L-shaped, but also drew a professional floor plan, indicating the size, the price is only 1 cent, “cool to send a stool, pick-up only! “

The 26-year-old Fujian boy sold the IKEA table for $25, and this last transaction made him feel the “magic of Beijing”: the buyer looked 50 or 60 years old, wearing a body The Beijing uncle’s operation was incomprehensible to the boy: “25 yuan for something, not enough for gas, and he went back and wrote me a 25-word comment. -Today’s transaction makes me happy, the communication is harmonious, the transaction link is coherent …… – probably people are here to experience life. “

There are also some sellers who are too much trouble and only pick the few pieces that can be sold at a price. Yang Hua sold in Douban is a Canon 60D, he is 27 years old, the university in the northeast home a second to read the Chinese Department, the camera is a birthday gift to their own, school followed him to sweep the streets. Five years ago when he graduated to Beijing, his camera was one of the most valuable pieces of luggage, and there was a photo of him and his buddies when he first came to Beijing. “It was the first time Yang Hua went to Houhai, a pilgrimage for folk music. On the stage, a girl with a husky voice played guitar and sang love songs, looking rebellious and free, Yang Hua was fascinated by this kind of Beijing.

But in the following years, the frequency of camera use rapidly decreased. “The life of a worker you know. “Yang Hua self-deprecatingly, 60 only when the classmates came to take a few group photos, after that it became a carefully put away piece of black lumps in the corner plastic box, if not to go, may not even remember.

The items that have carried the memories of the owner’s life, many of them have become obstacles to the final departure, difficult to leave and difficult to place. Wenzhou girl Zhang Qing sold is about one person high dressing mirror, in Taobao hard selection, bought less than a year, “how can a girl without a dressing mirror it! “But when leaving Beijing, the postage cost is too low, Zhang Qing chose 20 to sell. Buyers are two young boys, in early April this year, because of the epidemic, they can only go to the entrance of the district and so on. Zhang Qing wore a mask, a person carrying the mirror downstairs, the sky was drizzling, “although it shines me a little short and fat, but I still like it a lot. I hope the two boys can be well loved. “

Let Zhang Qing more relieved is the pot of green worm. She studied undergraduate in the dormitory, midway once some “shriveled”, insisted on watering, surprisingly came back to life. On the price alone, a pot of ordinary green bucket almost no buyers bothered to pick up; Zhang Qing originally wanted to let relatives in Beijing to take away, but the other party is too busy to get away. Thinking about it, she decided to entrust it to a neighbor in the neighborhood.

The elderly who walk around the neighborhood on a regular basis, Zhang Qing thinks “they will take good care of it”. the morning of April 26, the weather is fine, before going to the airport, she put the green wicker on the unit The white flower pot, Zhang Qing wrote with a black signature pen: please adopt. After the drawing of a small sun.

“I hope a kind-hearted person will take care of you for me. “Zhang Qing said goodbye to it and Beijing.

“The house is rented, but life is not” can accurately describe Baiyu’s years of drifting in the north. The first half of the time, he was spirited and drove the company’s SUV late at night to wander around the ring road. At first, he lived in an apartment building near the Asian Games Hotel, with the “Bird’s Nest” right outside his window; a year later, he moved across the street from the Future Square, with his bedroom facing the main road on the North Fourth Ring Road, where there was traffic at night. When Baiyu listened to it, he felt like “a car on the North Fourth Ring Road”; he also lived in an old neighborhood in the city’s East Flower Market, where the lotus leaves outside the window in summer slowed Beijing down in a blue pond. He has also lived in the old neighborhood of East Huacheng in the city, where the lotus leaves outside the window in summer and Beijing slows down in a pond.

After graduating from China University of Political Science and Law in 2006, Bai Yu returned home from Beijing to Xiamen and successfully passed the civil service exam. The secret is to “talk less, be cautious and then be cautious”, and the belly is slowly bulging. More than a year later, Bai Yu thought clearly: the next ten years, twenty years, the day is just a copy and paste day after day, again and again to sort out the forms and minutes, one after another the sound and smell of the wine table.

In August 2013, Bai Yu carried a black “froggy bag” on his back. In August 2013, Bai Yu carried a black “frog bag”, with only a few pieces of clothing, from Xiamen and back to Beijing, in a friend introduced to the oil company as an administrative manager. Every time he moved to a new place, he first took down the screen to clean it: “The smoke and lethargy of the last household did not deserve to enjoy the ‘first glimpse’ of Beijing The smoke and lethargy of the previous household did not deserve the ‘first look’ of Beijing. “

The fourth time he moved, in the fall of 2017, Bai Yu rented a two-bedroom Scandinavian-style apartment in Pingxi House in Changping, with north-south ventilation. The neighborhood is “like a garden in the sky,” surrounded by greenery and flowers of all colors from the 4th floor up, and the 20th floor window where he lives welcomes him with the shadow of Mt. In the early morning, when farmers from far away come to sell fresh milk in long bags, Bai Yu likes to go and “squat” with them, and he also bought a cream-colored milk pot to wake up from the smell of milk in the kitchen. The day woke up from the smell of milk in the kitchen.

Most northern drifters have a far worse starting point than Baiyu. The worst thing about sharing a room is that girls can’t stand strange male tenants walking around the house topless, and those who love cleanliness can’t stand their roommates’ take-out garbage, which is still there after the epidemic returns. The 27-year-old Yang Hua’s extravagant request for a room to rent is just “a window in the bedroom”, but it didn’t come true until he left Beijing.

When he first arrived, he shared a room with his college buddies and two unfamiliar tenants, within the South Fifth Ring Road, with a monthly deposit of 1,100 yuan, a small room separated from the living room, only enough to put a single bed of wire, a folding simple cloth closet. He has also looked at the company’s nearby houses, cheap most of the old neighborhoods without elevators, the second bedroom with a window must be more than half of the salary. The closest to his psychological expectations, he switched to the entertainment company in Baiziwan to do publicity work, near a set of more than ten flat small apartment open room, nearly two thousand, there is a bright window next to the bed – soon after, his father bought a small duplex for him in his hometown, more than 2,000 loans per month to Yang Hua himself, so he gave up that window.

Fortunately, Beijing outside the house was able to compensate for his dilemma.

Exhibitions at the Forbidden City and art museums, the site of e-sports tournaments, and bistros on the backwater are often positioned in Yang Hua’s circle of friends, making the capital exciting and convenient compared to his hometown, which is not yet connected to the subway, and fascinating him. When a classmate came to visit, Yang Hua took them to a Hong Kong-style restaurant near Sanlitun, and the classmate complained that “Beijing is too big for you,” he familiarly introduced the subway line. “It’s good to get used to it. “

But he never invited his colleagues and classmates to the rental house, only to share the prosperity outside the window with his friends and convince himself to compromise on the dim, simple objects indoors; not only Yang Hua likes to shoot the wide view outside the bedroom window, they keep a tacit agreement: the small shared space “will never send friends”.

Shanghai drifting Li Cong’s initial rent budget within a thousand dollars a month, just graduated in 2014, he ran from his hometown of Hefei bent on Shanghai, just rented a room that time, he had lived in Shanghai local friends home turnover, Hongkou a set of nearly 90 square feet of two-bedroom, two boys nestled in the spacious living room on a large sofa, in front of the game console and snacks barbecue, “simply a miracle house. “It’s simply a god house. “Li Cong holding a friend’s keys in his hand, dreaming of “when they can have 2.5 million to buy “, and so on this year when leaving Shanghai, the suite has risen to 6 million. The first time to rent a room, Li Cong sleep in a small balcony, about three or four square, the whole room slept seven or eight people, cramped and depressing, sometimes in order not to go back to play games overnight in the Internet cafe, the next day directly to work.

The Shanghai outside the balcony is his golden dream. Skyscrapers in a row, huge floor-to-ceiling glass glittering, the Oriental Pearl in front of him, Li Cong felt “standing in the center of the Yangtze River Delta”, at that time set a grand promise to “Eat all over West Nanjing Road”. When he first arrived, he carried a 5D2 camera to sweep the streets, the streets of Shanghai exquisite and fashionable girls, the lights of the Bund are in the camera, “the future of the Shanghai Bund is ours! He works in an Internet company as an operator, shuttling back and forth between Pudong and Puxi every day, Li Cong concluded that the label of young people who can stay here to work is Passion (passion) and Power (energy), he left home at 7:00 in the morning and got off work at 10:00 at night, sometimes working overtime until Sometimes he works overtime until midnight; he seldom takes a vacation, and often travels on weekends and then picks up working days.

In Li Cong’s eyes, life in the Magic City really starts at night. Every time he walks into a family convenience store, the welcome music starts to gently lull him to sleep – Li Cong takes a bottle of milk, orders a few meat skewers and steamed buns at the small barbecue stall downstairs, and videos his long-distance girlfriend for a midnight snack: “The skewers are big again tonight. “The skewers are big and round tonight. “He and about 25 million people in Shanghai together in the night gasping for breath.

Before leaving Shanghai, Li Cong sold an audiophile-grade headphones, bought when he was addicted to “listening to the best quality music”. He often travels on weekends, weekdays to and from the company and rent a place two points a line, headphones are to their own run after the fatigue of the reward, spent more than 5,000 yuan, is the first four or five months of rent in Shanghai. But the heat passed, the headset has been in the clutter to eat dust, when leaving half price sold.

The sellers who are determined to leave have carefully planned for life, second-hand goods in the pile can also be found to improve the quality of life of the dishwasher, “life” of the electric heater, together with the drifting electric car, perked up over the knee high deep soaking foot steam bucket …… but blind box hand-me-downs can often escape the owner’s discard. Zhang Qing, who rents a room in Beijing’s Shijiazhuang, has drawn a Molly, “bought to give the doll as a companion. “She started in Beijing from college more than seven years, love floating windows, lay a small white blanket, a small table, the epidemic when the whole day hiding on it to watch movies and read books, this set of “equipment “Later panned to a shared room in Shanghai, continue to accompany her in the big city to fight.

Li Cong, who has been in Shanghai for more than six years, also took away all the secondary yuan hand-me-downs, all of which he loved around the anime and games, some of which were “all wrapped up”, where there was hiding a The first time I saw him, he was a playful boy who had left home. The last thing he rented was a rough, one-bedroom apartment of about 70 square feet in the far suburbs two years ago, a decent struggle in Shanghai for more than four years. It is most special because “there are no traces of other people’s lives”. “The first nail was pounded in the house, with half a home. “Li Cong put it into industrial style, added tables and chairs kitchenware, and occasionally call friends to the house for dinner. He also thought about the down payment, when the total price of about 3.5 million, but the house procedures are not complete, Li Cong has been hesitant, until his girlfriend graduated from graduate school back home, work stabilized, began to frequently urge him to go back.

“When will you come back? “

“There is no opportunity …… work is also inappropriate. “

Similar conversations often become the trigger for long-distance love quarrels, long pull down, dreaming teenagers into exhaustion.

On the return date, Li Cong had broken his promise to his girlfriend many times, before the other party in another city for graduate school, he fought to fly over once a month, “is hard to talk, each other’s lives at all nothing intertwined. “Two or three years ago, Li Cong in his hometown of Hefei paid the down payment for the wedding house, but his girlfriend is still not comfortable,” and not my name on it. “These eventually became the timer that pushed him to leave Shanghai, after the epidemic this year, he finally convinced himself: the goal of 30 years old is to start a family.

And for 33-year-old Bai Yu, stay in Beijing to complete the work is easy, want to start a business is very difficult. In addition to his expertise in exploration and geological research, he has to relearn business socializing: in his hometown, people used to toast him with great respect; in Beijing, the main table and the vice chaperone can hardly take the turn of this junior, who has just joined the industry, and he has to get up in order to ” The first thing he learned was how to distinguish between “soy sauce type, clear fragrance type, strong fragrance type The first thing he learned was how to distinguish between “soy sauce, light and strong aromas”, and the one who could do the job was “Ling Hu Chong” – “Carry the pot (wine dispenser) to rush over”, show themselves really.

He knows a boss who smashed tens of millions of dollars, only six months from the start-up to the company’s collapse. “There are too many people who want to get into the game”, Bai Yu said, everyone’s identity seems to be very mysterious, save the dinner easy, but a business are counting on each other.

At the dinner table, a friend once joked that “even if you marry a second-rate man, you should try to stay in Beijing”, Bai Yu tried not to let herself fall into this anxiety. “When I came here, I thought I wouldn’t stay in Beijing,” he said, activating the value calculation switch. “Ten million may be the starting price of a small two-bedroom school house, and if you want to stay, you have to calculate how to achieve this goal at the beginning, but perhaps not in your lifetime. “

Bai Yu also tried to eagerly blend with the city: he could run to Gulou for a fried liver or donkey fire, eat all over the Beijing Office, but also love the Yue Bin Hotel “80s and 90s cooking methods “They have changed the stomach of a southerner. He insisted on going to the Yonghe Palace and the Forbidden City every year, and also often climbed Fragrant Hill, fascinated by the golden ginkgoes in Beijing in autumn; he saw Mayday and Linkin Park concerts, and also suited up for the popular entrepreneurial roadshow at that time.

But illness is inevitable in life. Bai Yu’s first visit in Beijing was in early 2016, before he went home for New Year’s Eve, when he had a stomachache at 5pm and wanted to go to a community service station for an injection, but it was closed by then. When he went to the hospital emergency room again at the evening rush, the registration line was all alone, and he forced himself to take a flight back to Xiamen the next day, his mother rushed to introduce him to a nearby clinic, and also said hello to the doctor, and was soon diagnosed with acute gastroenteritis. When infusion, Bai Yu suddenly felt the safety brought by the circle of acquaintances in his hometown.

In the eyes of Yang Hua, a young Northern drifter, Baiyu is already a “successful person”, and these people with a sophisticated life will wake themselves up from the urban prosperity. One time in the World Trade Center near the sky, the company invited some “18” small artists, he was responsible for organizing materials, busy until late at night, brought two bottles of unopened mineral water guests home. That is he never drank the glass bottle packaging, by hand a check, a bottle of French imports 25 yuan. Six cases of water is about equal to his monthly mortgage, Yang Hua felt like he was “drinking gold water”, the bottle could not be thrown away after returning home, inserted two bunches of dry branches.

He is a second-year Chinese graduate, “anything can do, where do not want. “At the beginning, Yang Hua in the East Third Ring a small advertising company to do planning, wages to the head of 4,000, in order to avoid the subway morning rush, he got up every day at 7:00, breakfast most often eat grilled cold noodles and handcake, to the company before you still have time to buy a cup of coffee.

Last summer, working late into the night without the subway, Yang Hua in the vicinity of the company and friends after a late snack, while drunk and hot, want to walk back to the small room rented about 10 kilometers away. Third ring auxiliary road, he wore gray short-sleeved, the more he walked the more sober – “many of the company’s newcomers are graduate students, they simply do not have the competitive capital, education is hard. He wandered around for two or three hours, listening to Song Dongye’s ballad, the lyrics of which include the line “Two thousand secrets, no one knows The lyrics have the line “Two thousand secrets, no one knows”. Yang Hua never mentioned the hard life and work “horizontal effort of powerlessness”, which is a lonely secret.

When he returned to the neighborhood, the security guard came to open the door and muttered, “Why are you there so late? That was the first time Yang Hua was “asked like a father” in Beijing. That was the first time in Beijing that Yang Hua was “asked like a father”. The price of sobriety was a cold, he did not call in sick to work as usual, but has decided in his heart, the house rental period to resign to graduate school.

Yang Hua’s last house rented outside the South Third Ring Road, close to the train station, convenient for business trips. The storage bedroom still has no window, the window position was replaced by a blind box, he was attracted by the small people on the table of his colleagues, the original “a few dozen can give themselves a surprise”. Yang Hua often looks at new models, but has only ever drawn two with good eyes. The excitement brought by the uncertainty before drawing is “the only expectation I can give myself in Beijing.

Bai Yu’s personal dolls are a McDonald’s King of Thieves hand puppet and Luffy alarm clock, so long that I forgot when I bought them, but every time I move to a place, they will appear in the area where the owner stays most often. Beijing West Station is Baiyu’s beacon, he often travels, full of fatigue out of the station to change, and then run to the seven houses that have lived in Beijing. He feels that when he arrives in a city, he must first find a hotel, before he can be considered a “guest”. “As long as you get off the plane and train know where to go, it is not wandering. “King of Thieves hand puppets and alarm clocks are like positioning coordinates, Baiyu put them in each rental place and wait for their return.

However, he always refused to call home any residence outside his old home of Xiamen. “Back to the house”, “back to the residence “became the subconscious, the hardest defense shell. No matter how much you drink at dinner parties, Bai Yu gave himself a rule that you must return to your residence to get drunk. Last August back to Xiamen and hairy drinking, Bai Yu in the restaurant on the collapse, that is “many years to get drunk at ease”.

It was Beijing West Station again.

The soft sleeper car of the Z38 train from Wuhan, Baiyu arrived at the station. Fourteen years ago, Bai Yu also carried a black suitcase full of clothes and supplies and letters from his high school girlfriend, and got off here. That was his first time in Beijing, and he didn’t think much of it when he filled out his college entrance exams, just because “the school was a Chinese school that sounded awesome. The best seven years of the city’s life.

The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the market. “Painting the cake and bragging”. After the project was made, Bai Yu began to plan the timing of leaving Beijing. Last year he moved the focus of work to Wuhan, and then caught up with the epidemic, dragged until this year’s National Day, he had time to move back to Beijing.

The beloved printer never sold, Bai Yu bought insurance for it shipped to Wuhan. The package of the King of Thieves hand-me-down alarm clock also arrived before he did, becoming the coordinates of the new city, Bai Yu placed in the living room office area, “a look up you can see. “

He perceived Wuhan as considerately as he perceived Beijing, shooting a child eating breakfast at a hot dry noodle store: eating and wanting to sleep, head a meal, wake up and then eat, tired of eating and wandering off to observe the oncoming pedestrians. “This rhythm of life is too hard to find in Beijing. “Bai Yu said, in Beijing can not see the “people”. Everyone eats breakfast in five minutes and ten minutes and then rushes off. Struggling to reach his prime, he is not as brave to face challenges as he was when he gave up his iron rice bowl to go north. The seven years of drifting north in exchange for a stable career and income, Bai Yu calculated that even the Wuhan school district can afford their own house.

Choose to face the reality of the other from Shanghai back to Hefei Li Cong. Just home to eat what he felt too salty, the night can be alone convenience stores and barbecue stalls have disappeared; sometimes he will miss the girls in Shanghai, “almost every subway car, you can see a JK uniform girl, and then the concentration increased to two “, while the Hefei subway is difficult to see. Medical resources also can not be compared, before grandfather was told in his hometown could not be saved, but went to Shanghai smoothly do the surgery. Li Cong also envied a handsome man playing the guitar in the Shanghai subway, wandering a carriage can earn 150 yuan, that is the magic of Shanghai, “as long as you want to stay there are unlimited possibilities. “

But Shanghai is always in the game. Bai Yu, who often runs outside, has observed in the subway: two people walking head-on, two people in Beijing will back a little at the same time, while Shanghai will definitely have a person back first, the other smooth passage. Li Cong’s Shanghai friends three or four years ago gambled on their fortune, in the live industry start-ups, Li Cong felt too risky, and then catch the wind, friends to achieve financial freedom. “I am saving my wife Ben kind of down-to-earth. “Li Cong knows that he does not have that kind of gambling in his bones, his parents are small city proper double workers, growing up in a stable and comfortable, now go back to do education and training business, more suitable for themselves. He does not regret leaving Shanghai, even if you buy a house there is only the beginning, there is the burden of the next generation of education and other kinds of games, “not Shanghai can not stay me, I choose to leave it. “

Shanghai is Li Cong awake dream, and Beijing is a Shandong girl Li Han “has been doing the dream”. Last year’s graduation is close, she wanted to go to Beijing, “even if to see the world and then come back. But friends and family are not optimistic, think that the rent is expensive, the high cost of living, Li Han held back the strength to get into the civil service in Beijing Tongzhou District, show off with parents, “the past on Can live in the unit dormitory. “

The stubborn Li Han did not say his fears: grassroots origin, no relatives and friends in Beijing, the strange first-tier metropolis is like a “game of novice village without equipment white “She simply likes the culture here. She simply likes the culture here, in the Forbidden City, Li Han almost greedily looked at those jade paintings, palace walls, stone carvings, think this is the dream city, the atmosphere is spectacular, rich and inclusive. But she also knows that it is almost impossible to buy a house to stay, “only by getting married, right? ” Li Han joked, stubborn again, “who said that renting an apartment can not stay in Beijing for life? “

Yang Hua also chose to fight again, he has left Beijing for more than four months, in Shanghai to study for the exams, boarding in the second bedroom of his uncle’s house, with a new window of aluminum.

The winter in the south is wet and cold, no heating, his father sent him a thick wool felt blanket from the northeast. Yang Hua never wanted to go back to his hometown, but he hated the fact that he could always meet his classmates and teachers when he went out to eat during New Year’s. In mid-November, Monet’s masterpiece Sunrise – Impressions was exhibited in Shanghai. Shanghai, the organizers for the 1872 painting’s 148th birthday, Yang Hua went to see the exhibition, “you can imagine the Sunrise” in the third-tier county birthday? When he was in Beijing, he often went to the Today Art Museum, and there was a cafe nearby named “Road When he was in Beijing, he often went to the Today Art Museum, and there was a cafe nearby called “On the Road”, where a latte could sit on the second floor all afternoon. Even if he is on the road all the time, having spiritual food with him is what Yang Hua thinks “life should be like”.

When he left Beijing, he had little important luggage and his blind box was lost in the rush, but the imprint left by Beijing was still there. He had gotten used to the children’s voices and walked through the alleyways of Shanghai like a string of hutongs, seeing pigeons circling and occasionally having the illusion of being in Beijing.

It was not until the last two days after packing that Baiyu decided to say goodbye to Beijing. Before he left, he went to Gulou to eat fried liver and took a bus all the way north to see Beijing at night again. On the bus, he thought back to every house he had lived in, the Bird’s Nest, the main road of the North Fourth Ring Road, the clear sky of Huilongguan, the lotus flowers in East Huashichi, the “sky garden” of Pingxi Mansion, the “box of goods” in Xixiaokou, and the “moonquakes” in Beijing. The box of fresh food and the sofa of Yuequan Road. At the time of the transfer, a middle-aged man in a trench coat was drunk about 20 meters away from the bus stop, and Baiyu looked over, “Why isn’t anyone taking care of him? ” – he has been abstaining from socializing, is worried that he is so drunk in another country, he has few friends in Beijing, and the local people’s interactions are but “Pouring a ball with the kids downstairs”. When he left, he forgot to bring the black “frog bag” he initially carried. “Maybe it was fate, so I let it stay for me. “Bai Yu said.

Almost two months after moving to Wuhan, Bai Yu still has all the rental contracts from Beijing, they are “evidence of having lived there”. All the old things have long been put in place, but the more time passes, the more memories surge, from blurred to clear: there is a Korean restaurant in Beijing, you can see the “natural beauty of the eighties”; Aosun shot The small rainbow that was shot in Olsen, the weeds of Mutianyu Great Wall, Tanzhe Temple and Fahua Temple always popped up. The more Baiyu thought about it, the more he wondered: “The first day I came, I knew I would leave, but I don’t know why I was so lost. “

The last return trip or in Beijing West Station, G555 train, four and a half hours to Wuhan Hankou. Accompanied by a bag two duffel bags, a black suitcase, loaded with fragile and valuable old things. As soon as the car started, Baiyu put on the headphones, ear playing is the recent new listen to fall in love with the “Immortals point the way:

……

After not taking a grain of dust with you

three decades of wine

There are floating free

After dawn

(To protect personal privacy, the characters in this article are pseudonyms)