Dr. Wu is the first divorced woman in our village.
People in the village say, “A woman who has lived in a big city for 15 years is just different”. After all, in our village, if a woman’s husband asked for a divorce, they wouldn’t give it up for dead — a divorce would be a disgrace.
Can wu doctor wants to divorce with Wang Chengxin however, still choose specially on her 50th birthday that day.
The woman at her desk returned their signed divorce papers in the drizzly rain, saying that the ones they had printed did not meet the standards of the civil Affairs Bureau and that they would have to reprint a copy.
“50 pieces.” Then the woman said.
Wu refused wang Chengxin handed over the money, his own money, and then, the ready id card, residence booklet, marriage certificate one by one submitted to the woman. This time, she got a reply that their marriage profiles weren’t on the computer.
“The archives have them. Why don’t you? They gave me a certificate.” Doctor Wu’s marriage certificate was still in Wangjiacun, one is the trouble, two is afraid of their divorce by the elders obstruct, did not go back to take, but in advance to the archives office to open a marriage certificate.
The woman said it was a matter of system entry, and the only way was to get a marriage certificate first — because without a marriage certificate, you can’t get a divorce.
Doctor Wu thought, that is ok, the morning to do the marriage certificate, the afternoon to do the divorce certificate.
But the woman said, “You can’t get married and get divorced all the same day. If you get married today, you can only get divorced tomorrow.”
Did not expect to do a divorce certificate so troublesome, Dr. Wu and Wang Chengxin as a newlywed couple, to take a group photo, and paid 50 yuan to do a marriage certificate.
With her new marriage license, she thought it was ridiculous, just like her marriage.
1
Doctor Wu and Wang Chengxin is a baby, two people are primary school classmates. Doctor Wu matchmaker old man Liu Gen, is the king of good faith dry father. Liu had many adopted sons, because villagers believed that if their children recognized him as the father, they would be able to give birth to a son.
Wang Chengxin is from Wangjia Village, and Dr. Wu is from wu Village next door. In 1984, the 18-year-old Doctor Wu is also known as “Xianfang”, through the relationship between Wang Chengxin’s father, and Wang Chengxin together in the city to read adult secondary school, that is, she was brought up after wang Chengxin had a little contact, and soon felt that he and he did not have any common language.
Wang Chengxin asked her to go to the town to see a movie, one person riding a bicycle, on the road, Wang Chengxin will pedal people film is gone, Xianfang immediately turned the car back home. Where does a boy ask a girl to see a movie and then show off his driving skills on the road? Xianfang said to his mother, “This man is not good.”
“My parents-in-law are so young, and the child looks so energetic, why not?” “Asked the mother.
Mother chanting, he raised five daughters, the number of Xianfang “hard”. Liu Root also gave Xianfang a few sisters before the media, sisters did not see each other, mother felt this time to do not agree, Liu Root must be gossiping.
Finally, the mother said, “If you don’t agree to the marriage, go tell their family yourself. I don’t care!” Xianfang mother only know the future mother is a fierce character, quarrel, but don’t know Wang Chengxin family is able to blow the cattle flying Lord, if in the next door to listen to Wang Chengxin his father and people to talk, don’t know what he is the big leadership.
The marriage of the young people in the village is basically arranged by their parents, Xianfang’s father died early, mother a person to pull up their sisters several not easy. How could she have the nerve to say she would marry if her mother did not agree? Getting married was a task assigned to her by her mother, and she had to fulfill it.
Then, after the adult secondary school graduation, Xianfang in the township hospital anesthesiology department to work, Wang Chengxin farm at home, they did the wedding.
On the sixth day of the first month in 1989, heavy snow fell in the middle of the night. According to custom, two days later on the eighth day, Xianfang and Wang Chengxin “return to the door”, to find a wine companion, but also please a driver driving a tractor to send them back. But her mother-in-law, looking at the snow outside, said it was not safe to go back by car, and called them to walk back by themselves.
Xianfang want to home is not far away, back to the mother-in-law a “line ah”, the two people carrying a few parcels out.
Just arrived at the mouth of Wu village, heard people say “see the new son-in-law, see the new son-in-law!” Sitting at the door smoking uncle, a face of doubt: “Ni, zha didn’t drive, walk back?”
In this section of the road into the threshold of her mother’s home, this sentence, the aunt asked, the uncle also asked, Xianfang are smiling face to greet: “what car to drive, it is not very close, it is not far”.
After lunch, Xianfang and Wang Chengxin was carrying back a few parcels, back to her husband’s home. Because of the snow, there were no pedestrians on the road, Wang Chengxin suddenly gave Xianfang a hard push, she stumbled and fell on the snow, “Today you tell people everywhere That I didn’t drive, Next year I will drive ten cars! Wang Chengxin hangs up the words, quickens his pace and walks away.
Xianfang spirit to shake the hand of the package, turned back to her home. She had also felt a car trouble and unsafe, and did not say a wang Chengxin is not, Wang Chengxin felt disgraced, take her anger.
Xianfang’s mother saw her daughter went back, said it was very unlucky, asked her to come back. Xianfang said back to send sister and aunt. As some of the next of kin had not yet left the table, the mother turned away without further questions. Xianfang also lazy and relatives greetings, went into the bed to sleep.
Hazy, heard her mother-in-law came, said to pick up her daughter-in-law. Listen to this, Xianfang immediately get up — after all, can’t buy gas with the old man. She followed her mother-in-law back, a into the house, Wang Chengxin a slap in the face on her.
Xianfang can go to the township hospital work, rely on the county cultural bureau to work in the elder sister’s husband.
After marriage, the hospital arranged a dormitory for Xianfang. In order to go to work, she generally live in the dormitory of the unit, Wang Chengxin occasionally will come to live for a few days. Soon after, she became pregnant.
Wang Chengxin as usual before going to bed as a pot of hot water, and Xianfang bubble feet together. speaking, Xianfang smiled and twisted Wang Chengxin’s arm, this twist, as if once opened the wang Chengxin body what switch, he slapped over, will Be Xianfang overturned on the bed.
Without speaking, Wang sat on Xianfang, who was seven months pregnant, holding her hair in one hand and fanning her face with the other, just as his father had beaten his mother. When I was young, Wang Chengxin said to his mother, wait for me to get married, you and dad in the house to play, I with my wife in the house to play.
That night, Xianfang had the impulse to kill Wang Chengxin for the first time.
After the birth of her daughter, Xianfang picked up the dictionary, took more than 20 words with women next to the name, her mother-in-law listened, said the sound heavy uncle, the sound heavy grandpa, not a name to make her satisfied.
“Just call it Haoyu.” Wang Chengxin said.
‘That’s a good name! The mother-in-law laughed.
Xianfang feel that “Haoyu” is not pleasant to hear, is the boy’s name. But she gave birth to a girl, who could not decide what to name the child.
Hao Yu six months, Wang Chengxin found his mother-in-law, said he was very poor at home farming, no one looked up to him. Xianfang’s mother certainly heard the meaning of the son-in-law, the next day on his big son-in-law to help him arrange work.
At that time, everything was done with gifts. Xianfang home also no money, or brother-in-law took cigarettes and wine to Xianfang, asked her to send to others, this just put Wang Chengxin arranged to the village family planning station to work. Wang Chengxin just did ligation operation for a few days and quit, all day with a group of people to the village to check, fine.
“‘ I have arranged a good job for my son, and now he is a senior official — captain of the family planning detachment, and my daughter-in-law is enjoying her happiness now! ‘” to the township hospital to see a doctor wang Village, always inevitably with Xianfang chatter, xianfang father-in-law to talk about the appearance, make Xianfang straight music – clearly she held the relationship between the family, this fell into the arrangement of the father-in-law.
But being such a “squad leader” soon leads to the point where “God is the boss and he is the second”.
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In 1993, After Xianfang take ring, pregnant with a child again. Five months pregnant, Xianfang went to the county to check, to the doctor stuffed 200 yuan red envelope to ask the gender. She said it was a girl, but she didn’t believe it. She went to several hospitals and gave gifts to others, but they all said it was a girl. She was always afraid of a boy. At the age of six months, she checked again, and the results were the same. In the seventh month, I went to have a b-scan and they said it was a girl.
Wang Chengxin family do not let her give birth to the girl, in addition to their own secretly knocked out, how can also do?
That day, she found Wang Chengxin in the hospital canteen and asked him if he had finished his dinner.
“Don’t see me drinking!” Wang chengxin invites his family planning team colleagues to drink, leaving her alone.
Xianfang did not say what, wiping tears turned away, turned around to hear wang Chengxin colleagues urged him to go back.
Xianfang just walked to the door, Wang Chengxin came back drunk, to help clean up the kitchen, what did not say to her, lying on the bed for a while, snoring loud. The mood is agitated Xianfang turned up the sound of the TELEVISION, also cannot cover his snore.
Xianfang’s belly like boiling water like rolling, because of the role of oxytocin, fetal movement is particularly severe. As soon as the contractions came up, she vomitted, and then her stomach began to hurt again. She drank some water, and before she had finished, the contractions came up again, and again, and again, and again, until she did not want to live.
But wang good faith, sleep that call a sweet! Xianfang gas and sad, gas is wang Chengxin heartless, in addition to love yourself, won’t think of anyone; The sad thing is that as a woman, she has to suffer. It seems that it is her own responsibility not to bear a son. Except for the one who lost wang’s honesty, it has nothing to do with Wang’s honesty.
Xianfang pain to the next night, or no movement. Wang Chengxin called his mother, said he wanted to go.
“This midnight if come down, mother all don’t know a few colleague of obstetrics and gynecology live where, you call her go up which look for a person to help!” Xianfang endure the pain to say with him. Wang Chengxin is not willing to stay in the hospital dormitory, want to go home. Xianfang guess he is afraid, pull him, don’t let him go.
At 3 o ‘clock in the morning, Xianfang in pain to want to die that moment, the second daughter came out.
“You lift me up –” Xianfang held Wang Chengxin’s arm. She wanted to have a look at her daughter — her little hands were white and clean, curled up beside her face, as if asleep.
After the induction of labor, the hospital gave a 7-day vacation, Xianfang returned to Wangjia Village accomplishment.
in bed for 3 days, Xianfang felt the body recovered a lot, go out of bed to the yard for air. When she reached the hallway and saw the kitchen door open, she went in, with steamed buns scattered all over the floor. As she approached, she noticed that the family cow had given birth to a calf at some unknown time — presumably because it was giving birth, and had knocked over the steamed bun in pain.
“Xianfang –” Wang Chengxin carrying a spade came back, “I have a fever!”
“There is medicine on the table, you eat some first, I pick up good steamed bread to come.”
pick up the steamed bread, Xianfang back to the room, asked Wang Chengxin have medicine, wang Chengxin put himself in the quilt not make a sound. Xianfang went to the bedside, stretched out his hand to feel his forehead is not hot.
“I X your grandmother! I X your ancestor!” Wang Chengxin suddenly lifted the quilt, spit xianfang face. Xianfang do not know where to offend him.
“I have a fever, you don’t care about me!”
Xianfang gas tears straight, but she said nothing, because know with Wang integrity is unable to reason. wang Chengxin before unreasonable, father-in-law came back, squatting in the yard smoking. Xianfang went to cry, father-in-law listen to, hum did not hum a, go.
Xianfang want to be a woman’s mother-in-law, should give her justice, dinner time, she said to her mother-in-law again. “That have what ah, he scold you two have what big deal, you see your father scold me, I smile is not what matter also have no.” My mother-in-law thought the daughter-in-law was really strange. All the men in Wangjiacun would scold the woman. Her son scolded his daughter-in-law.
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In 1995, work full 6 years xianfang finally qualified to participate in the doctor promotion examination. But the third child in her belly is due just before and after the exam — this pregnancy is also a daughter, because of the hard labor induced before, Wang Chengxin said not to abort, is a girl to be born.
Xianfang can not want to miss the exam, she wanted to secretly put the child before the beginning of the gentleman down.
She first took some medicine herself, but after three days nothing happened, so she returned with a bottle of oxytocin from the hospital. On a dorm visit, she gave herself 2.5 units of oxytocin, and the contractions were still weak. She thinks this is no good, ask Wang Chengxin to push the remaining 7.5 units to go again. When the medicine was added, her contractions became attached.
After she pulled out the needle, she was in terrible pain. She was sweating all over. She had no strength to walk to the toilet, so she had to use the spittoon beside the bed.
“Mom, would you like some water? Drink water and call me.” Five-year-old Haoyu runs around trying to help.
Wang Chengxin to call Xianfang colleagues to help, Xianfang colleagues asked him: “Urgent not urgent? If you’re in no hurry, I’ll be there after dinner.”
Wang Chengxin told xianfang colleagues are cooking noodles “do not hurry”, turned back to the dormitory, see Xianfang or pain, he was scared to death, holding Haoyu, ran.
Husband ran, Xianfang can do? She had to spread a large pink plastic sheet she had prepared in advance on her bed, undressed and lay down. As soon as she tried, the boy’s head came out, and the pain went out of his stomach, but no matter how hard she tried, the boy couldn’t get out. She had to lie there and wait for the contractions to come, then push. I do not know how long lying, open eyes, mother-in-law came in, only to hear the old lady shouted: “how to do ah, how to do ah?”
“You put your arms around her head and pull her out.” Xianfang ordered her mother-in-law.
‘I dare not, I dare not!
‘Not you!
The mother-in-law then took the baby’s head and pulled it out. Xianfang tried all her strength, the child’s body down, accompanied by a few cries. Xianfang tears flow a face, thank God! But the placenta is still inside, her mother-in-law said she went to the village to find a midwife, Xianfang let her dont busy, said her colleagues immediately to help.
The mother-in-law couldn’t wait, so she went to find a midwife. The midwife came, pulled the placenta down, put the child on the side, Xianfang colleagues came to cut the umbilical cord.
The mother-in-law took care of Xianfang two days, the third day back to the village. Xianfang had to get out of bed to cook, wash clothes, take care of her little daughter. She did not want to tell her mother that she was a married daughter, so why bother her.
Wait until the exam day, Xianfang need mother to take care of her little daughter, just told her. Hearing this, the mother cried bitterly and asked her what she needed. Xianfang said to buy noodles and oil. My mother and sisters came with a box of noodles, two large barrels of oil, and two cans of milk powder. Her mother and sisters told her not to take the exam, and she was in poor health just a few days after giving birth. But brother-in-law told them not to block Xianfang, said, after all, she is in order to take an exam to give birth to a child in advance.
exam that day, Wang Chengxin borrowed a car to send Xianfang to the city. After the end of a day’s examination, Xianfang’s Low back pain severe, from now on fell low back pain problem.
Little daughter Yue Yue full moon, Xianfang with the children back home.
One evening, Wang Chengxin and her mother-in-law came over. the original is xianfang hospital has an abandoned baby, the hospital people know they want a son, think Xianfang just gave birth to a child, with a is also with, with two is also with, asked Wang Chengxin to hold back to raise.
“It’s a boy. I want it back.” Wang Chengxin said.
The burden of two children has been heavy enough, Xianfang of course do not want to adopt another, but she even gave birth to three are girls, her words come out with did not say the same.
Xianfang mother said, to adopt is also possible, but do not know the child’s parents are what kind of people, worried about having a bad genetic.
“Afraid of what ah, children are dependent on education!” The mother-in-law said, “Your daughter has not given me a grandson, and you still don’t let me hold one?”
In this way, they adopted the boy again and named him Wang Zi. Xianfang work, mother-in-law and mother will take turns to help take care of 3 children. After work, the child was in her charge.
This day, Xianfang and Wang Chengxin was going to work, her mother-in-law stopped at the door, said to 1000 dollars. “People ask me, you take three children for your daughter-in-law, how much money does your daughter-in-law give you a month?” “Said the mother-in-law, with her waist crossed.
Wang Chengxin didn’t know what his mother wanted so much money for, and said they had no money.
‘I don’t care! Her mother-in-law raised her voice. “No money to borrow from a relative!”
Xianfang no longer pay attention to, riding a bike to go. Later, she listened to Wang Chengxin said, he went to open a cigarette and wine shop China brother borrowed 1000 dollars to his mother.
Xianfang went to the county town at that time to study, every day on a bicycle, the stars, the moon back, afraid not to come back at night the child at home nobody tube. In the evening, Yueyue said to her: “Mom, the teacher said you still need other people’s money.” Then she remembered that her little daughter was sixty dollars short of her tuition.
She didn’t pay the money until a month later.
Her mother knew that she had a hard time, and often gave her some money when she went back to her parents’ home. She was embarrassed, and always before leaving the money secretly hid where, home to call to tell her mother.
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When Haoyu was seven years old, Wang Chengxin did not want to work as the head of the family planning team any more. He said that he wanted to contract the farm, which had been contracted by a foreigner and had made a lot of money. Xianfang advised him not to contract, after all, he has no experience, and do not know the inside of the door. Wang Chengxin does not listen, just in the friends and relatives that put together money, went to the bank to borrow money, contracted next farm, signed the contract of 10 years.
Now that the die is cast, Xianfang can only accept life. Wang Chengxin is responsible for the farm beans, corn and other crops planting and harvesting, Xianfang came back from work, put on bucket shoes to the pigsty to clean up pig manure and feed the pig. The village person passes by the farm, saw, must say 1: “Xianfang na, you go to work outside, return back to do these dirty work?”
Can Xianfang have what method? The hospital benefit is poor, sent to hand is benefit salary, profit 60% belongs to the hospital, 40% divided into departments, 40% also deduct office rent 5 pieces, desks and chairs depreciation 5‰, medical equipment depreciation 10‰, raw material depreciation 5‰, 788 buckle over, a month salary 300 yuan less than, at the least, she only got 79 pieces of 60 MAO. Wang integrity of the farm contract is not profitable, but also upside down. But Xianfang also can only answer a passer-by: “this work is not all people do!”
Very not easy to December 25, dozens of pigs in the pen also grew up, got home from work, the xian fang is going to pigsty in shoes, riding a motorcycle, wangcheng dress feather letter with son Wang Zi, stopped her “ah ah ah”, cheekily, like said to her son: “I’m sorry your mother, that pigs are sold out, the money.”
Xianfang sighed a sigh, think she worked so hard to help him raise a few months of pig, this all took to repay the debt, a dime also did not see.
Wang Chengxin said he had 100 dollars left in his pocket, the note to Xianfang. The next day, someone came over to ask for the account, but did not cover the hot money, turned around and gave it to others.
One day after 3 years, Xianfang family is sitting on the ground is peeling cotton, six aunt’s son came, it is the farm to do plastic greenhouses, solar greenhouse pour cement column 1600 yuan has not given. Wang integrity gave him a cigarette, said to sell cotton as soon as money will give him. The relative didn’t arrive at the bill, so he smoked and left. Xianfang really see but, said Wang Chengxin: “you see you do these things these years, money did not earn, people have not less involved, the wife and children also follow you suffer.”
these few complaints in exchange for wang Chengxin’s slap, Xianfang of course can not let him play, and he on the ground into a fight. The three children were so frightened that they burst into tears, and the neighbors were so alarmed that a party of men came to interpose the quarrel and separated them.
In the evening, Wang Chengxin went to bed early and kept snoring. Xianfang dare not close her eyes, she was afraid of sleeping wang integrity will kill her, she remembered the kitchen board kitchen knife, she wanted to kill, but if she was in prison, how do the children do?
This night, Xianfang tossing and turning. Just before dawn, she woke up 10-year-old Hao Yu and gave her 360 yuan to “share” with her younger sister and brother. Xianfang told Haoyu, “I have to go,” if she stood up outside, will come back to pick them up, if not stand up, she will not come back.
Haoyu stood there crying, saying nothing.
Dawn, Xianfang went to the unit. The president was absent, except for the party branch secretary. Xianfang said to ask for leave “go to the south around”, the secretary forbid, said the hospital is short of manpower. Just then, the dean came, the dean asked her why she wanted to ask for leave, she said and Wang Chengxin quarrel. The director of the hospital looked at her and said, “It’s not necessary to go to the South. I’ll just move to a hospital.”
Xianfang did not speak, so silent protest.
Eventually, she got paid and left that day. This is wang Chengxin did not expect, he thought, Xianfang may not want this home, but no matter how will not give up the hospital’s iron rice bowl.
5
For the first time, Xianfang found a job in a private clinic. In addition, also receives some to do the handwork. She scrimped and saved, and refused to buy a new dress for herself, only for the children. The earned salary, in addition to sending the child back to school and other expenses, will also save a part.
During the Spring Festival, because miss the child too, Xianfang went home. Wang xianfang integrity questioned why not him, he has what is not good, Xianfang just back to him a roll of the eyes.
Xianfang is at that time moved the idea of divorce, but as long as she a divorce, little daughter Yue yue a cry, she think: or calculate, the children are still too young, she worked outside, every year and holidays just come back, with Wang Chengxin long two places separated, out of sight, out of mind, make do with also can lead.
In 2005, Xianfang left the private practice to work as a barefoot doctor in a community. The community is full of migrant workers, we have a small headache headache came to her, because she is a good person, the prescription of cheap medicine, everyone affectionately called her “Doctor Wu”.
After settling down, Wang chengxin will also bring his children to spend the summer vacation. The two will not be together for more than a month a year, but the longest peaceful time will not be more than 5 days, a little longer, then the chicken fly dog jump.
One summer vacation, Haoyu with his younger brother and sister arrived first, said Wang Integrity to come a few days later. After a few days, Wang Chengxin called and said the farm was too busy to go. Haoyu hung up the phone, first said to his sister, Yueyue heard the good news, and told his brother Wang Zi, shouted happily: “Your father is not coming! Your father is not coming!”
the second year of the clinic, Xianfang called Wang Chengxin to send Yuyue to her here to read the fourth grade primary school — has been in his hometown read junior high school Haoyu, is unable to take over. These years, the two daughters study never let her worry, but the son is often truant, if Xianfang on the phone to say a few more words, Wang Chengxin and his parents-in-law will protect Wang Zi — they are afraid that he will run away to find his biological parents.
that time Wang Chengxin with Yue Yue, xianfang stayed there for a week, After Wang Chengxin went home, Xianfang found that she was pregnant.
“Have you got sixty thousand dollars?” Wang Chengxin knew after asking.
‘What for? Xianfang think, he can Ann what kind?
Sure enough, Wang Chengxin said that if she had 60,000 yuan, she would give birth to the child.
Xianfang know, he still want to have his son. She didn’t say anything — now she was making money all by herself, and she hadn’t paid back the three hundred thousand he owed for his farm. How could she earn tuition for her child when she was big? It would be fatal for her to give him another.
Xianfang take medicine to knock off the child.
Xianfang has no local hukou. Yueyue can only go back to her hometown to study in junior high school after graduation from primary school. She also takes her son Wang Zi to study in the fifth grade of primary school.
One day, Xianfang received a phone call from her son’s head teacher, asking her to come to the school. The head teacher asked her if she knew that Wang Zi often “took money” from home. She also said that all the parents of students came to the school and asked, “How much money does Wang Zi have at home?
Xianfang really don’t know – small clinic every day someone to see a doctor, the money is generally put in the drawer, she never lock the drawer, Yue Yue at the time so.
“Why isn’t your son like his sister Wang Yueyue? Born to one mother, how can you have two personalities?” Yue Yue teacher, a face puzzled.
Wang Zi came back from school, Xianfang asked him whether he took the money at home, he said no. Xianfang asked again, he still said no.
“Do you think you have — I told you you could have the money, but you would tell me what you bought. If you take it, just tell me, and I won’t scold you.” The xian fang said.
“No.” Wang zi still denies it.
Xianfang had to tell him what the teacher had said in the afternoon. Wang Zi sat there with his head bowed. Xianfang continued to ask, “Did you take the money?”
“Yes.”
“How much?”
“2.”
“People who tell lies are like fake money. They look like money, but nobody likes them. A man must be honest. It is not terrible to do wrong, but to correct it.”
“2.”
“How did I hear it wasn’t $2? It was $5.”
“Five.”
“Where did you get the money?”
“I found it at the baozi shop.”
Xianfang gas not line – ask the child, just like squeezing toothpaste, squeezed for an hour, not a truth. She took Wang Zi to the head teacher, who said, “It’s 10 yuan.”
After going home, lying in bed, Xianfang how also can’t sleep — how can this child be more than wang integrity? There is no excuse for falsehood. She wanted to think, or dialed wang Chengxin’s phone, did not think wang Chengxin listened to, in the phone laugh: “this is nothing, this is a common thing in the home.
the original son is “used to stealing”, Xianfang qi immediately pulled Up Wang Zi beat, asked him later also said not to lie, asked him whether he had taken her money, asked him where he took, asked him to take a total of several times.
The son answered honestly.
Xianfang did not sleep a night, the next day to school, the head teacher will take another boy wang Zi money’s mother also called. The mother took out 10 yuan and gave it to her son, asking him to give it back to Wang Zi. Wang Zi took the money and contemptuously threw the note directly to Xianfang — an action that made Xianfang feel cold. She knew that the child was as honest as Wang and thought she was making a fuss.
Later, a patient came to see a doctor, Xianfang will 4 10 yuan banknotes into the drawer, find each other 4 dollars, before going home in the evening, found only 3 10 yuan banknotes left in the drawer. She asked wang if he had taken the money. “To tell the truth, I wouldn’t have been beaten,” she said.
Wang zi admitted to slipping 10 yuan into his exercise book because he wanted to buy a card. Xianfang asked him how much the card.
“$1.50.”
“Why didn’t you tell me you wanted a card?”
Wang Zi was silent. Xianfang gave him the 10 yuan and told him to buy the card. The rest of the money did not need to be brought back to her.
“You told the truth today, a good boy.”
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Xianfang go out to work these years, or save some money, a few sisters are in the county, she also want to buy a house in the county, when the time comes, we all go to live in the county, the children in the future also have some face.
But her front foot just went to the county town to see the house, Wang Chengxin immediately said to his son: “your mother to give you a house!” Apparently, this is to tell Wang Zi that the house belongs to him because he is a son and everything in the family belongs to him and his two older sisters will be married off sooner or later. Parents in Wangjiacun or Wucun usually build a house for their son or buy an apartment in the county seat, and daughters are not entitled to such treatment.
One summer vacation, Wang Chengxin brought his daughters to Xianfang for a reunion.
One day, Xianfang in the living room with a few fellow villagers chat, Wang Chengxin abusive voice from the kitchen suddenly spread out. Xianfang hurried into the kitchen, see Wang Chengxin gas gasp for breath. Xianfang asked what happened, Haoyu said she washed vegetables there, with the wash basket on the ground. Wang Chengxin said every day patients in and out, the ground dirty, Haoyu feel not to be afraid of, the father and daughter choked.
Several townsfolk heard a mess in the kitchen and came over to ask why. Xianfang smiled round, said father did not listen to her daughter, daughter also do not listen to his father. Wang Chengxin did not see Xianfang toward him, angry to scold.
The children come once in a blue light, Xianfang felt there was no need to make everyone unhappy. The next day, she gave Yue Yue and Wang Zi some pocket money, told them to go out to play, and then talk to Haoyu, told her not to contradict her father. Haoyu a belly grievance, said in her hometown, because she wanted to go to study in the Philippines with her classmates, father when her classmates face, scolded her.
Xianfang think the child would like to go out to see the world is good. She sent Haoyu out, wang Chengxin called over, and said to him, Haoyu big, can not scold, to speak well.
‘She has such a bad temper that she’ll never have a good husband, or a good life, just like you!’ Wang Chengxin on hearing the fire, pointing to xianfang’s nose scold way.
Xianfang this time a thorough outbreak, a slap jilted in the past, scold a “his mother” — this is what she learned from Wang Chengxin, this time, she scold to Wang Chengxin mouth speechless, she read more than he, as long as she wants to scold, will scold to him not on the words. so many years, Xianfang finally understand, let wang integrity is useless, patience will only let him inch by inch, only fierce over him, he knew how to convergence.
“You can bully me all you want. You even curse your own daughter. Are you still a man? !” Xianfang angry round open, the idea of divorce again come out, such a man, but also follow him down what is the meaning?
Wang Chengxin did not expect Xianfang will start to hit him — after all, he has only the first hand — that let him leng for a long time.
Xianfang called the children called them to come back for dinner, meal done, she also called Wang Chengxin to come over for dinner. Wang said he would not eat any more and would go back to his hometown. “I have come thousands of miles, not to be beaten,” he said.
Xianfang ignored him, and the children to eat up.
She spent half her life getting rid of this giant baby
Haoyu has not understood why the mother for their children and not to divorce with his father; Yue Yue thought when she was a child, her parents divorced and there was no home, but when she grew up, she also thought her mother should pursue her own happiness; Wang zi, for his part, says he doesn’t care about his parents. “If you want to leave, leave.”
Xianfang finally felt that it was time to have a showdown with Wang Chengxin.
Two days before the Spring Festival in 2009, the 19-year-old Hao Yu called Xianfang and asked her if she came back from the Spring Festival and divorced her father, what do you care about him? Xianfang do not understand. back home with wang Chengxin diagnosed report, just holding his son cried a.
Over the years, the clinic has been reported twice, stripped of all medicines and Ultrasound machines, and she has not shed a tear. And Wang Chengxin fight the most fierce time, she also carried over; Now that she has savings and her children have grown up, she agrees to leave her father-but Wang has stomach cancer.
Xianfang felt his fate by god’s trick, in the corridor of the hospital burst into tears, to endure 20 years of tears all cried out.
Cry over, Xianfang let the children rest assured, she will manage wang Chengxin, her medical ethics does not allow her to ignore him, her conscience now does not allow her to divorce him. This year, Xianfang 43 years old.
Xianfang could not remember how much Wang chengxin had spent on medical treatment, and she did not care about it — she had some savings from working outside for so many years, and the medical insurance had offset some of the cost. Her sisters said that if the money was not enough, they could borrow it from them.
Wang Chengxin after the operation, Xianfang felt his hatred for him because of cancer and gradually dissipated, she felt god still has eyes, finally punished him. But Wang Chengxin did not feel that his disease is god’s punishment, see Xianfang busy busy, and even some complacent.
If someone at home, Wang Chengxin always put the clothes to lift: “you see my scar, you see me sick.” Even when he met a stranger on a walk in the mountains, he would lift his shirt to show his scar. As Haoyu says, his scar is like a gold medal, showing off every time he sees someone.
He knows Xianfang will not leave him now, always deliberately asked Xianfang also want to divorce. “Leave?” He said.
7
In the summer of 2009, Xianfang took Wang Zi back to her hometown to celebrate her mother’s birthday. Once in her hometown, Wang Zi said she didn’t want to go out to study any more. Xianfang had to go with her son, she said with Wang Chengxin, the child she can not educate.
That year farm autumn harvest, Xianfang can only stay at home to work.
Cut beans, others are squatting cut, Xianfang is crawling in the field. It had been eight years since she had done farm work and her bones were crumbling. But two white-haired old men and two minor children also helped cut the beans in the field, she could only bite her teeth and kneel on the ground to continue to cut.
When it was almost time to eat, she hurried back to cook. After dinner, Xianfang washed the bowl, took a bath on the lie down.
Soon, she was yueyue and Wang Chengxin quarrel to wake up to the sound. She dragged her body, gnawed by ten thousand worms, into the living room.
Yue Yue is crying shake his slap in the face, Xianfang quickly caught his little daughter’s hand, pull to his room. She asked Yue Yue is what is going on, the child sobs, speaking off and on, Xianfang heard about — Wang Chengxin wrote a lot of bad words in her summer homework parents opinion column.
Xianfang put her daughter to sleep, go out to find Wang Chengxin, disappeared.
“I’m not going to live, I’m going to jump in the well!” Wang Chengxin’s voice came from outside the house.
The son heard his father yell at him to jump into the well and got out of bed.
Xianfang out of the house, see Wang Chengxin and did not go to the well, just sitting on the threshold of the yard Shouting. She stood on the porch and asked him what he was doing up so late at night.
“How do you teach children? How dare you quarrel with me and talk back?” Wang chengxin is like a dissatisfied housewife, like spreading spilled, “I’m going to jump into the well!”
“Go and call your grandmother.” Xianfang said to Wang Zi.
Wang Zi just want to go, this, Wang Chengxin love son, immediately said he would go back to sleep.
After entering the house, Wang Chengxin began to scold Xianfang, saying that she knew he was ill and didn’t come back until eight days later. If Xianfang fell ill, he would ignore her.
Xianfang is too tired to quarrel with him, deliberately angry with him: “Oh, I don’t get sick, I don’t get sick.”
Wang Zi laughed on the side, Wang Chengxin felt no face, and to go to “jump well”, Xianfang did not stop him.
Wang Chengxin out of the courtyard door, Xianfang stood on the corridor called him living in the next cousin: “his uncle –“
“What for? You’re not ashamed enough! ‘ Wang Chengxin came running slowly.
“Didn’t you jump in the well? You jump first, I call them up to get you, jump!” The xian fang said.
Wang Chengxin this just peaceful life.
A few years later, after leaving school in his hometown, Wang also came to work in Xianfang’s southern city, earning 2,100 yuan a month, which he told his parents was 1,900 yuan. Because eat and live in Xianfang here, Xianfang every month for him to save 1500, give him 400 pieces of pocket money.
The son’s salary just saved 3000 yuan, Wang Chengxin kept calling from Wangjiacun, asked Xianfang “don’t spend the son’s money, otherwise the son will not be happy”, asked again and again.
“That son this 3000 dollars I send to you.” The xian fang said.
“Good good, you send over!” Sure enough, is his son’s money in Xianfang there Wang Chengxin felt uneasy, put in him, he was at ease.
In the third month, Wang Zi told Xianfang that this month’s salary would not be paid until the end of the month, so Xianfang gave him 15 yuan to buy breakfast. A few days later, Ms. Wang said her salary had been withheld because she wasn’t ‘on full attendance.’
Xianfang feel wrong, give Wang Zi their manager call, ask how not to pay wages. The manager said that wang Zi’s salary was paid on the 8th of every month, and wang Zi’s salary was never withheld. She immediately called To ask Wang Zi, who still said, ‘No salary was paid.’ Xianfang says she asked him about the manager.
“I’ll spend it, won’t I? !” The son went into a rage when he was caught lying.
‘Of course you can spend what you earn, but why do you come back and tell lies?’
Xianfang once again cold heart, she no longer want to tube this child.
Wang Chengxin recovered, but lost a lot of weight, looking at him every day to raise the general appearance of uncle, Xianfang sometimes suspected that he did not have any cancer, but when he drank on the farm a meal to eat twenty or thirty eggs to burn the stomach. Haoyu who became a nurse also said that his mother spent a lot of money to send his father to lose weight.
Let Xianfang hate again is, Wang Chengxin relapse, he told people everywhere, Xianfang let him get the disease. Every time listen to others to ask, Xianfang sneered and said: “So many people get cancer, I let it? How can I be so good?”
a year later, Hao Yu can finally go to the Philippines to read clinical psychology, Xianfang said he did not have much money, but for the living expenses of his eldest daughter or afford. Haoyu said that she had saved some money when she was working. She could work while studying in the Philippines and did not need her mother’s money, which made her feel at ease.
A few years later, Yueyue took the Au pair route to the United States.
When Wang Zi was 21 years old, wang Chengxin’s cousin went back to his hometown because his wife was about to give birth. He asked Wang Chengxin to go to Beijing and help him look at the stalls in the newspaper stand for several months. Ms. Wang followed her father to Beijing, where she took a part-time job near the newsstand. Wang Chengxin dotes on his son and gives him a bank card to deposit his salary. He also puts 6,000 yuan into his credit card.
One day, Wang Chengxin’s mobile phone received a reminder that the balance of the payroll card is 0 SMS, but no matter how he asked his son where the money went, the son is not to say. Finally, the furious Wang Chengxin said to his son: “You are not my son, look for your father to go, I don’t want you!”
After learning the truth, Wang Zi never returned home.
Now, Xianfang every day can receive all over the country to urge the payment of the phone, encounter attitude is not good, still scold in the phone: “true mama of, have what kind of father and mother have what kind of son!”
Afterword.
‘Think of the children!
5 o ‘clock in the morning, Wang Chengxin riding a motorcycle, came to Xianfang elder sister’s house Shouting door. Xianfang called wayan don’t pay attention to him, it was raining heavily outside, Xianfang wayan didn’t have the heart, or gave him the door.
from the civil affairs bureau after the marriage certificate back, Wang Chengxin went back on his word, he said yesterday had accompanied Xianfang to the civil affairs bureau, do not want to go to the second time.
Xianfang told Wang Chengxin, if he does not agree to a divorce, he will go to the court to Sue, when the time comes wangjiacun, Wu village people know she wants a divorce, he only to wait at home to receive the summons. Wang Chengxin in xianfang’s elder sister cried, asked her to give him another chance, where he is not good, he changed, she wants to Sue him, he will die.
This is the first time to see him cry xianfang, but she has not because of his tears and soft. Xianfang said, I came out to struggle for 15 years, equivalent to give you 15 years of opportunity, can you grasp it? “Do you sign for a divorce, or do you wait to be sued?”
Wang Chengxin did not cry, he calmed down, picked up the pen.
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