In 2016, Li Yiyi, a senior high school girl from Qingyang Sixth High School, suffered from mental torture after being molested by her class teacher Wu Yong Hou. 2018, 19-year-old Li Yiyi jumped from the 8th floor of a commercial building. Now two years have passed, Wu Yong Hou was released from prison, the case seems to be settled. But the fear, illness, and debts brought by years of running around have plunged the Family into greater hardship. The pain they have experienced will be hard to heal for the rest of their lives.
When the vines in the yard were withering, the daughter came back, waving a broom and cleaning up the wood chips scattered in the yard, her 14- and 15-year-old self still as well-behaved as ever. The day has cold down, Li Wenjun squatting in front of the boiler room to pick up wood.
Such a real dream, Li Wenjun did not do less in the past two years. At night, a closed eyes, a scene about his daughter’s past, will emerge: sometimes, he wiped the glass on the windowsill, his daughter to him wringing towels; sometimes, he was washing and cutting vegetables, his daughter is busy frying vegetables beside him.
More often than not, it was a nightmare that haunted him. A wide, flat road, no one, walking, the road in front of him collapsed. Struggling to wake up, Li Wenjun did not dare to move, afraid to wake up his son. The living room L-shaped sofa, 14-year-old son and his head to head sleep. Sometimes, the son also have Nightmares, “Teng” sat up, or directly issued a roar. Li Wenjun hurriedly got up and patted his confused son.
The movement in the dark, the next room Xiao Xuemei heard everything. The night chill is heavy, her hands and feet are sore, and she tosses back and forth throughout the night. Sometimes simply pick up the phone and look through the photos of her daughter one by one, 1 year old, 5 years old, 10 years old …… until the year she left.
In 2016, her daughter Li Yiyi, who was studying at the Sixth Middle School in Qingyang, was molested by her class teacher Wu Yonghou and later diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder. After two years of mental torture, 19-year-old Li Yiyi jumped from the eighth floor of a commercial building in Qingyang on June 20, 2018. Since then, the family has hardly enjoyed a peaceful night’s sleep.
During the day, the Home looks no different. The table will be set on Time with the hot smoke of the meal, the family sat around the meal, listening to the son’s interesting stories about school and homework. Xiao Xuemei planted aloe vera all over the house when her son had acne, and there was a handful of water-farmed fulvous bamboo next to it. Li Wenjun’s 80-year-old father quietly chewed his rice, no one told him the real reason for Yiyi’s death, “maybe he knows, maybe just don’t say it. “
Day light as white water, in this less than 80 square meters of the house, slowly flow through. This is Li Wenjun single-handedly rebuilt Life. After the death of his daughter, he and his previously divorced wife to live together again. Two years ago, his son’s primary school, in order to accompany the students, he rented this two-room house in the city. When looking at the house, a glance at the living room with large windows, snow-white walls and floors. He specially pulled white sofas, coffee tables and TV cabinets from his hometown. The monthly rent of 830 yuan is not a light burden. But Li Wenjun said, “the light is good, the son, the old man will also open up a little mood.
When the son goes to school, the strong happiness in this room will also disintegrate. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the market. Want but can not touch, Xiao Xuemei can only open the closet, pinch a daughter wore before, the khaki trench coat, “I miss her too much”.
Li Wenjun simply went out alone for a break. Spring has come, the willow treetops in the streets of Qingyang are sprouting green buds. He is like a withered and decaying old tree. Only 49 years old, always slightly rickety, slow and sluggish movements, and a thick layer of white frost on the temples. Over the past few years, he lost more than 30 pounds, and his eye sockets sunken in. The eyes filled with grief, how can not seem to find focus.
In April 2020, the teacher involved in Wu Yonghou was sentenced to two years in prison for the crime of forced indecent assault, counting the prior detention period, to August 2020 after the completion of the sentence from prison. In January 2021, the civil verdict came out that Wu Yonghou and his daughter attended Qingyang Sixth High School, respectively, compensated 67,000 and 16,000 yuan.
The case seems to have come to an end. Less than a kilometer from the rental house, is the daughter jumped to her death in the department store building. In the past two years, the road here is built to repair and build, and is about to be posted on the new model. The underground shopping street, the department store building, and the stores along the street are still bustling. What happened to a 19-year-old girl has become a thing of the past in this city.
Only the Li family is still stuck in place. Passing by in a car, Li Wenjun gently turned his head away from the commercial building. The dusk daylight shakes across his face, and the black mole right in the middle of his right eyelid makes the father who lost his daughter look even sadder.
He still wants to get justice for his daughter, for the family, but, “I don’t know what to do next”. The civil settlement of less than 85,000 yuan is far from enough to fill the deficit, with more than 100,000 yuan in debt from his daughter’s medical treatment. Now his daughter is gone, his son is young, and the couple is tormented by their illness. He wants to appeal, but can’t find a lawyer willing to take over.
Like the cliff that always appears in Xiao Xuemei’s dreams, he says, “there is no way out.”
“There’s nothing Dad can do.”
When alone, Li Wenjun often took out the case file materials to look at, drawing circles, making notes, and then refolded into the folder, hands trembling into the transparent bag, smoothing the corners of the paper. The more the materials for the lawsuit pile up, the thicker the package of despair.
He felt he had done all that a father could do. The first time I found my daughter different, is September 6, 2016, the day Li Yiyi came home, full of red face, sweating non-stop all night, hair are wet. Li Wenjun thought senior study pressure, ran to school to ask the class teacher Wu Yong Hou, “What happened to my daughter? “In that teacher’s dormitory, Wu Yong Hou turned his back to Li Wenjun, facing the wall, sullenly said,” nothing happened, good. “
It wasn’t until more than a month later that his daughter told him the truth – during the evening study session on September 5, Li Yiyi had a stomachache and was resting alone in the teachers’ dormitory. Wu Yong Hou ran to take advantage of the opportunity to hug Li Yiyi, touching its back, tearing its clothes, kissing forehead, cheeks, ears, lips and other parts.
Li Wenjun’s first reaction was to rush out to retaliate. Daughter stopped him, “you do not get angry, do not be impulsive, and do not leave me. “
Xiao Xuemei was working in Shanghai, Li Yiyi worried about her body, has been hidden. The burden fell all on Li Wenjun’s shoulders. He did not know anything, but still promised his daughter, “You focus on recuperating, the rest is left to Dad. “
At his repeated insistence, the public security authorities finally opened a case. in May 2017, the Xifeng Branch of the Qingyang City Public Security Bureau made a decision to place Wu Yonghou in administrative detention for 10 days. Li Yiyi did not approve of the result, and she coldly told Li Wenjun, “Consider it a 10-day vacation for him.”
Li Wenjun ran to the juvenile prosecution section of the prosecutor’s office again. A few months later, he waited for a decision not to prosecute. He didn’t know how to face his daughter, so he had to hide the paper. Li Yiyi turned it up and said to him disconsolately, “Dad, don’t be busy. “
These words have always been a knot in Li Wenjun’s heart. That was the first time he felt a father’s incompetence and helplessness.
He was worried that his daughter would again take a light life. After the incident, Li Yiyi repeatedly attempted suicide, eating sleeping pills, jumping off buildings, opening gas, hiding pesticides …… from Qingyang, Xi’an, to Shanghai, Beijing, Li Wenjun while running cases, while taking his daughter to hospitals around the world.
The doctor said that someone must be watching 24 hours a day. At night, Li Yiyi in the room, Li Wenjun sat on the sofa in the living room, relying on smoking and drinking coffee to keep up the spirit. Worried that he accidentally fell asleep, he did not even dare to lie down, sitting hard until dawn.
The doctor suggested that even if it costs more money, he should try to meet the needs of the child. He did all that. Because of the medication, Li Yiyi was rapidly gaining weight, clothes dresses bought and thrown away, plush puppets, also bought home one by one, play for a while and then thrown aside.
Li Wenjun tried to understand this disease that he had never been exposed to before. He always said that she could not control herself, she did not mean to drop things, see what is the shadow, can not hold it and fell to the ground.
The most gratifying moment is when my daughter makes a request. Usually, she is not interested in anything, to Beijing, but also only want to lie in the hotel. Li Wenjun encouraged her to go out for a walk, Shichahai, the Great Wall, the Forbidden City, the Temple of Heaven …… Once, the daughter said she wanted to go to Sanlitun to see the black swan cake. The father and daughter stood in front of the window and marveled at a multi-layered cake that cost more than 300,000. He cherished such moments and took his daughter shopping again, spending $120 to buy a white short sleeve.
After a long period of running and straining, Li Wenjun’s entire body rapidly aged down. In the crowded aisles of the hospital, he waited to visit his daughter who was hospitalized, his heart suddenly fluttered with colic and cold sweat, and he was finally taken to the emergency room.
That’s how the two years went by. Medical care, shopping, family expenses, hundreds of thousands of dollars in savings soon bottomed out. Li Wenjun began to look for people to borrow money. At that time he still had hope, “I always felt that as long as I work hard, my daughter will be fine. “
After knowing the family’s debt, Li Yiyi, who was home from school, offered to work. The treating doctor agreed. Li Wenjun did not feel comfortable, his daughter walked to work alone, he followed in the back and sent her Medicine and Food at regular intervals every day.
In May 2018, Li Wenjun took his daughter to Beijing as usual, and made an appointment with the doctor to go to the hospital in July. During that time, Li Yiyi began to forward news of the college entrance exam, with powerful mood swings. on June 19, she suddenly told her father that she wanted to go to college, and that it had once been her dream to study media at a university in Shanghai. The next day, she jumped from the 8th floor of a downtown commercial building.
“I was so determined to keep my daughter, and in the end, I didn’t. These years of hard work and doing everything to no avail. “Li Wenjun said.
“My daughter.”
A few spring rains had just passed, and the air in Qingyang in March was still damp with moisture. Li Wenjun went back to his home village of Tie Li Chuan, where he still has his daughter’s breath, her clothes and books are still intact. Walking on the road, Li Wenjun suddenly said, if there is no accident, this year my daughter should also graduate to find a job. The voice is very soft, very slow, silent for a long time, and then came a sigh.
The village of Tie Li Chuan is 30 kilometers away from downtown Qingyang. 1999, the daughter was born there, named Yiyi, Li Wenjun said, “the meaning of beautiful and generous”.
Li Wenjun still says, “My daughter” out of habit. The grass and trees of Tie Li Chuan village are soaked with her traces, “My daughter would bring her drawing board and musical instruments and play with her friends by the river. “When spring came, the hills were full of wildflowers,” my daughter would pick a handful to take home whenever she went out and keep them in bottles with water. “Passing by the Marian Bridge, pointing to the tree growing out of the seam of the bridge pier, “my daughter said, to be as strong as this tree. “
Now, separated by death, these sights and inevitably will sting him.
Li Wenjun stood on a loess slope, the foot is 20 meters high cliff face. The spring wind is blowing from all sides, carrying dust and grass fragments, scraping the human eye disoriented. As if unaware, he pointed to the adobe house in the distance, “the place where my daughter grew up”. Then the words changed again. There was a day when my daughter sat on the edge of the cliff, shouting, “Don’t come over, don’t come over. The hay under his feet was soft, he was anxious and scared, crying and begging, “Yiyi, you come here first, okay? “
The two years of illness, Li Yiyi always cried, “Dad, you do not save me, I’m too painful. “Thinking back, Li Wenjun would choke.
He misses the way his daughter looked before she got sick. The first time he made sushi, Li Wenjun bought her a bamboo curtain and seaweed, his son blocked the kitchen door, and his daughter pounded inside by herself, “to give Dad a surprise. Took her to a restaurant to eat pink roast pork, daughter found the secret, with honey not white sugar, came back and rushed to make it for him to eat. Grandpa had a mouthful of dentures and made braised fish, so she picked out the fish spines one by one.
He also spoiled his daughter. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the market.
In 2014, the family built a two-story building, renovation, knowing that cleaning trouble, or choose the daughter’s favorite crystal chandelier. The living room lamp, more than 10,000 small parts, four workers with a day to install. 2013 divorce, Xiao Xuemei went to work in Shanghai, he took the initiative to take over the responsibility of raising two children. He always said, must let the children home to have a hot meal.
The figure of Li Wenjun is burned into the heart of Li Yiyi’s classmate Liu Shen. In high school, Li Yiyi often suffer from stomach problems, Li Wenjun often appear in front of the classroom, to her hot water to send hot meals. He said, “a very responsible person”, “put her The company’s main business is to protect her.
Liu Shen still remembers this girl from the next class, hardworking and quiet, almost every day the earliest to the class, and rarely sneak around between classes. Two classes of more than 100 people together, the teacher unified to talk about physics. Liu Shen frowned, did not understand. Li Yiyi, who was sitting next to him, saw it and took the initiative to say, “I’ll tell you. After that, the two often discuss physics problems. Li Yi Yi is careful, always find the key point, Liu Shen sometimes defiant, “I just also thought of”, Li Yi Yi on a smile, “never poke me. “never poke me”.
Later, I heard that Li Yiyi had a mental problem, Liu Shen occasionally saw her at school, but also a distracted look. He did not think much of it, and soon will be the college entrance exam. He was in a chemistry class at the university when he learned of Li Yiyi’s crash. In high school, Liu Shen’s poor chemistry grades, Wu Yong Hou will name him up to do the problem, can’t do it, pat his head. Wu Yong Hou did something to Li Yi Yi, so he felt “incredible”.
After Li Yiyi’s death, when it comes to physics, Liu Shen’s eyes will be shaken by the way she did the problems. He was already in his first year of college, getting up at six in the morning to prepare for English IV and graduate exams, and also became the mainstay of the basketball team.
This would have been the ordinary future Li Yiyi wanted too. When she was a student at Qingyang Sixth High School, she was a member of the arts committee in her class and had top grades in English and physics. When she came home on weekends, Li Yiyi would call on her brother to do his homework, and the two would compete to see who could write faster.
Tormented by mental illness, Li Yiyi dropped out of school in 2017. She cried and told her father, “I just didn’t think about not going to college. “
This became a thorn in her heart. Once, she wanted to invite her classmates back home from college on vacation for dinner. Li Wenjun prepared a table of dishes. Near the appointed time, Li Yiyi emotional instability, directly on the bus back to downtown Qingyang. Li Wenjun rushed back with. A few days later, then back to Tie Li Chuan village, the table full of dishes are long hair.
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